I go to the bathroom. I feel relieved that I finally said all of this. Sadly this doesn't make me feel any better.
Now everyone knows how I feel. I wish he was the only one around. I leave the bathroom and the boys are outside of it.
"I'm so sorry." jonah says
"Did you not listen at all. Didn't I just say how saying sorry doesn't make anything better. Why don't you tell them that your sorry. Cause trust me they will just come to me and tell me to forgive you." I respond
"What do you mean" he asks
"Every single day I have gotten told to understand how your feeling. But has anyone even tried to understand how I'm feeling." I say walking away from them
I go back into the room and of course they follow.
Daniel walks up to me to talk.
"Can you please just leave I just want to be alone right now" I say to him
"Why" he asks
"I literally just told everybody everything about how I was feeling. And do you want to know the worse part about everything that's happened. You guys never listen to anything. First I say everything I've been holding inside to say. Then I tell him that when he says sorry it doesn't help. And you know what he says after. He says sorry. If he'd listened he'd knew that I specifically said I don't want to hear it anymore. Then I come out here and you come up to me. And you know what you say. You ask why I want to be alone. And would you really want that answer. Cause here it is. I don't want anything to do with you boys anymore. I will continue to help at every show. But besides that I don't want to talk to you guys. And do you want to know why. Because if I talk you hear it but do you listen to no. No you don't. Now please leave me alone and don't talk to me" I'm practically yelling at this point. I also start to cry uncontrollably
YOU ARE READING
✅Touring with Why Dont We ✅
FanfictionWhen Julia's dad goes on tour with why Don't We she is stuck with them for 5 months now will she survive Going through major editing to make sense. Fixing grammar, spelling, spacing, and adding some things I missed
