we got married // j.jk x reader // completed

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Your POV
  you sat in the living room for the rest of the day, staying in the same position the whole time.

tear stains were left on your cheeks with the little mascara that you didn't remove earlier mixed in.

you felt no emotions now, you were just completely numb. you didn't feel anything nor did you want to feel anything.

finally after almost 12 hours of sitting on the floor, you got up and began to pack your stuff up as well.

there was no use staying in a house that brought back images of jungkook saying terrible things to you.

you called your manager to pick you up and then you called the MBC producers, telling them not to air the first episode because you would be withdrawing from the show due to "personal reasons."

"i'm sorry ms.(y/n) but that isn't possible, this episode is live right now and there is no taking it off of the air. you signed a contract, and you had two days prior to filming to withdraw from
the show. i'm afraid you're stuck until 31 episodes are filmed and aired.", the producer said and you felt like crying again.

you couldn't emotionally deal with 30 more episodes with jungkook, especially after what happened tonight.

"o-oh.. well how long with it take to film these episodes?", you asked, your voice shaky.

"at least a couple of months, three at the maximum.", he said and you just let the bags in your hand fall to the ground.

months?! you couldn't last a full week with him, how do they expect you to go months with sleeping on the living room floor and constantly being verbally abused by your so called "husband"?!

"i understand. i'll be seeing you sometime soon then, goodbye.", you hung up and just stood there, snapping out of your thoughts when you heard a car horn.

you walked outside, locking the door behind you, and got inside the front seat of the van.

"hey...", you said quietly, to which your manager gave you a questioning look.

"hey, so what's wroung? you said you needed me to pick you up.", he looked at you with a bit of concern.

"i just miss the girls, i wanted to see them.", you half lied to his face. you just wanted to get out of the house for a bit since you were basically going to be stuck there for a while.

"oh! of course, well they're with bangtan right now. i can drop you off at their dorm.", he said and you nodded, honestly hoping jungkook wasn't on his way there as well.

the drive was silent, you were just staring out of the window aimlessly while soft music played in the background from the radio.

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finally after a short ride, your manager pulled up to what looked to be a normal apartment building.

"the girls said it was number 7B.", he told you before you got out of the van and waved to him as he drove away.

you walked up and pressed the 7B button, immediately feeling at ease when you heard namjoon's voice.

"yes?", he asked.

"hey, it's me. (y/n). my manager said the girls were here and i wanted to see them.", you spoke and immediately the door unlocked and you were let in.

you took the elevator up to the second floor and went to apartment number seven.

after knocking a couple of times, the door swung open and you felt someone's arms around you.

they didn't feel like any of your members, but you recognized the scent.. jimin.