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Chapter 20

-NINFA'S P.O.V-

    I have no idea what I'm doing. No clue at all. My shirt and bra lay on the floor between us.
   Her lips feel.. they feel perfect on mine and slowly are taking the rest of my breath away.
   I mess with my pants and after a second, they drop. Right now.. I'm just.. just trying stuff.. And I pull down my undies and am completely exposed.
   As the kiss takes our breaths away, she pulls back. Her eyes look at me fully and I feel...well.. naked. I can see her cheeks turn dark red and I'm sure mine probably match.
   She steps back and pulls her sportsbra from over her head. Her breasts.. I can't help but bite my lip to the sight.
   A tingle comes from the fire in my stomach. A tingle within my lower region. A feeling I haven't.. And it's interesting.
   Her boxers slowly slide down and I can't help but look. And she ... Her body is a beautiful work of art.
   I sit and lay back on the bed. From this point... I have no idea what we are doing. It's like I'm on autopilot of some sort or I'm just guessing.
   She climbs on top of me and for an intense second out parts touch and both of us moan out. The feeling so intense but... I like it.. I really, really like it. And I want more.
   As she straddles me, I feel our parts connected. A small throbbing feeling comes from it. I can't tell if it's me or her that is causing it.
   She leans down and whispers to me. "I don't know what I'm doing."
    I laugh lightly to her. "Just as clueless."
"Hm."
   She leans down further and lightly kisses my neck. My whole body heats more to the softness of her lips against my skin. She does this a few times and I think I'm panting to each one.
    Her hands slowly come up my sides. "Can I.." she tries to ask but stops to search for words.
"Yes."
    Her hands continue and as they come to my breasts, her lips return to mine. I moan out to her in the kiss as she gently caresses me. Her hands.. soft.. warm.. gentle.. intense.
    She pulls back from my lips. "Is this okay?"
     I'm in soft moans to her touch but manage to nod, even though my mind is beginning to fade from all thoughts.
   Her hips move against mine, our parts rubbing. Both of us let out moans, mine louder than hers.
"Is that okay?"
    I nod to her again. Her hips move again and I feel the urge to... release? I hold whatever the feeling is back.
   Her hips make a slow pace and she returns her lips to mine, though we both are in moans. My mind is now all hers, trapped within this moment of... bliss..
    My hands find her beautiful breasts and I give the treatment she's giving me back. Her moans increase in volume to the touch. She's so soft and warm...
   I feel the urge to a release only increase. And I need it. I NEED.....
   I pull from the kiss and ..come, feeling instantly relieved.. But I.. yelled her name in climax.
"VALERIE.."
    To my shock she comes after... returning my name to me.
"NINFA.."
   I honestly hadn't ever thought my name would sound so perfect coming from one's mouth.. And then of course she came along.
   Her lips kiss my forehead before she climbs off of me. Her arms wrap around me the second she lays. Still in slightly heavy breaths, she smiles to me.
"What?" I feel.. I don't know how to explain it.
"Nothing. You're just beautiful."
    I smile to her and lean in to kiss her cheek. As I pull back she sighs.
"Did I do something wrong?"
"No, Ninfa. It was amazing. I just. I never. And. I didn't know what I was doing."
"I didn't either, still don't really."
   She nods. She closes her eyes and lightly squeezes me.
   After a little bit, I know she sleeps. And I fall asleep to. To this.. to.. I didn't know what I was doing.. And.. It was ..I want more of it.
  
    What. Am. I. Doing?
    I love her..

    I wake up in a startle. Her arms hold me tighter and I feel her rock me. "You were crying in your sleep."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"Are you alright?"
"I'm good, Val." I lean over and kiss her cheek.
"Let's sleep a little longer? We will head from states and start again in Europe tomorrow."
"Fine by me."
    I nuzzle in her embrace. "As long as you don't let go."
    I feel soft lips mumble to my ear. "I don't think I would ever want to let go."
    The thought of her holding me like this forever seems perfect. Seems like it would be perfect. I want it.
    I start to fall back asleep. I almost want to say the three words as I leave this realm for sleep but I do not.
   Just because one is in love doesn't mean that they love the person. And it's true for me, or it was.. now I know I love her.
    Waiting for her to say it first is what I will do. I know it might take a while but if I do it, I feel as if I forced her to say it back so I wouldn't feel bad. I will let her say it first.
    I leave all realms and enter sleeps arms but physically stay in her embrace. It would seem like this is heaven to me, though I know what heaven is. The real heaven doesn't consist of her and her love.

   Her hand takes mine and were off to another fight. Except this one has to do with the mobs in Russia and it's more like monsters are starting a gang war, on top of hell on earth war. Once the monsters are gone, again, maybe the mobs will go back to peace or Valerie and I will compel.
    Landing, the killing begins. I recognize the monster like the ones from the train. Though she can behead, I cannot. I'm left with stabbing their hearts.
   And we clear the place of the bodies and compel humans. Since my first fight, this has all become rather easy. I think it's all to do with her being with me.
   A small blur happens in my brain and then his voice peaks through.
"I need to speak with you."
    I wonder what about.
"You know what."
   The connection in my head is broken after his words.
"Damn." I mumble.
   Valerie's head snaps to me. I would agree, it is very rare I curse. But I have a reason and a fear.
"I have to go home."
    I see a sadness grow in her eyes. The look breaks my heart.
   I float to her level and kiss her cheek. "Let's finish the night and I'll go."
    I really would rather not leave at all... But.. I have a feeling if I don't go willingly, he will summon me and then I won't have a choice.
    Her hands gently cups my cheeks before her lips claim mine. My heart races to it. I can't help but smile to the kiss.. to her warm hands..
   As the kiss parts sighs.
"Ready?"
    I nod.
    She goes invisible after taking my hand and I do the same. Lucky us to have come across the den that held the monsters taking over the mob. It actually is lucky, just sad because I can't spend more time with her.
   We sneak inside. I feel my hand being pressed to her lips. I know she can't see but I'm blushing like nothing could ever be more red.
    I honestly have never blushed like this before. Only she or talking of her has made me feel this. And.. shy.. in a way.
    A fire starts as she begins a spell to cloak and do a barrier spell. I admire her and the third she does. It all amazes me.
   As the night finishes in yet another blood bath, at least it is us who have caused it and freed at least a hundred humans in process. Though.. many, too many, were killed before we had gotten the chance to be there and help them be freed.
    The flight back to her place was silent. And only makes me grow more sad. It's been at least 3 months since I first met her. And I haven't spent but maybe a good 5 nights from her bed.
   Time doesn't pass slowly when around her. It goes by fast. But I honestly can't say that I haven't been enjoying our time together, even if it mainly is killing monsters and sleeping.
   She lands and returns to form. I hover to face her.
"I don't like how you hover. I rather enjoyed you having to look up at me. Or standing on your tippy toes to kiss me." Her lips grow in a smile.
   I drop to the ground and she smiled wider. She's so beautiful.
"I'll see you later, Ninfa."
   She kisses my forehead.
   I take out my ear piece and hand it to her. Her eyes line with a sadness I don't like.
"See you later, Val."
   I blink out before her eyes break my heart.
   The room tense as I walk in to the Elder in meditation. I'm immediately knocked over and Misty is on me. She crushes me as she flops on me.
    I scratch behind her fluffy ears. And of course she purrs to it. The majestic beast.
"The angels and demons are forbidden." He begins.
   I hide my face in Misty's fur.
"I found the lure on why."
   My head snaps in his direction..