Forbidden

Chapter 33

-VALERIE'S P.O.V-

    Her body so warm against mine. It's just when she rolls over, I have fears. She looks innocent but she can fucking kick... I haven't really told her about the other times she's hurt me because pain doesn't last.
   Or for me, I'm use to it. Just not when having male parts. I managed to put on boxers before sleeping, in hope that would help.
   I guess she had thought we were still sleeping but Misty climbs into the bed. More like flops. And her tail..
    Why is everyone so brutal to my privates? And why does it feel like someone is killing me?
"Misty. You can't be in the bed."
"Why? It's comfy."
    I crawl off the bed and collapse on the floor.
"What's her problem?"
   I'm about ready to puke.
"Misty, you have your own bed. Which is bigger than this bed." Ninfa says in a worrisome voice.
    The tiger growls to Ninfa before leaving to her pillow.
    Ninfa lifts me back on the bed. Her nakedness is not helping. I roll away from her.
"Babe.."
    Despite the pains being there, they're leaving.. But my heart flutters to her.
"I'm sorry."
"It wasn't your fault this time."
   I take a deep breath. She kisses my forehead and the pain goes away.
"I didn't do anything."
"You're a big kitty. I mean if you were small and did the same shit it might hurt too but fucking damn."
    For some odd reason.. the thoughts.. What if I want to have kids? Would I be able to? Is it even possible? Would she die of childbirth if she can be helped medically? So many questions but the wrong time.
"Are you okay now?"
"Yeah. I'm good. Do you want to get something to eat?"
"So you're both genders right now?"
"Yes." Ninfa answers for me.
   I choke. I choked in a laugh and cover my face.
"So you can be anything you want?"
"Yes."
"Even be like me?"
   I climb out of bed and begin morphing. After done I headbutt Misty. "See."
"But you're ugly."
"Dead replica of yourself. So, enjoy your own insult." I flop on her.
"My loves are getting along."
"Shocking." Both Misty and I say.
"Jinx." We say again.
"STOP IT YOU FUCKING WEIRDO."
"What you going to do about it?"
     She smacks my face with her claws out.
"Kitty has anger issues." I morph back.
"I do not."
     I grab my shirt other shirt from the floor and wipe the blood from my face. Not too sure when she had gotten dressed but Ninfa helps me on the bed and looks at my claw marks.
"You look so much better."
"Eh." I shrug.. intense pain when Ninfa heals me for another time today.
    Misty licks her claws and makes a loud cough noise. "Demon." I hear her mumble.
   I get up and slip into my jeans. Ninfa's eyes follow me carefully. I don't really have much to say..
   I am a demon. I didn't ask to be born with this burden. I sigh and walk out.
    Ninfa runs after me. We can start a night's work if we wanted to. If. I don't want to until later.
"Hey guys."
"Soooo. Joel."
"Oh. Fuck."
"No. Listen. It's good. Kind of."
"First off, why are you pissed?"
    I sigh. "I'm not."
"Why are you lying?"
"Because I'm here." Ninfa says from behind me.
    I can lie to Joel. I'll never lie to Ninfa though.
"Valerie."
"Misty sort of smacked me for no reason. Ninfa healed me. Misty made a rude remark to my blood when she was cleaning her claws."
"Wait, she did?" Ninfa takes my hand.
"Yes. Anyway. She's right. I'm a demon. So I can't really fault her for being truthful."
    I turn away from her teal eyes as they grow with sadness. "Anyway."
"I'm sorry, Val."
"It's good, love."
"That's not the only reason you're upset."
"Joel. Shut. The. Fuck. Up."
"Tell me."
"Like everyone keeps hitting my fucking balls."
    He laughs at me. "Poor you."
    I punch him in the stomach and he flies across the room. He groans loudly. "I HATE when you do that."
   I help him up and roll my eyes to his pitiful whimpers.
"I wanted to ask you something because you live here too."
"You're not getting a motorcycle."
"Nope. Not what I was asking. But. Good to know."
"You're not dying your hair blonde. It's not your color."
    I groan. "Listen. Motherfucker. Okay. Listen."
"Okay."
"Is it okay if Ninfa moves in?"
"Why wouldn't it be?"
   Misty walks out of the room and into the living room. She sits next to Joel and hits him with her tail like she did with mine. I can't help but laugh to it.
"Kitty staying?"
"Eh. You'll learn to love me."
     Joel takes a deep breath."I know Valerie will. She loves cats."
    Ninfa looks at me in questioning. I just nod. I do, I love cats. They're so fluffy.
"What about when you wanna do the dirty?"
"Do. The. Dirty." I pause. "You're weird. You could just say it."
"Kitty hears."
   I look down to a relaxed sleeping Misty. "Oh yeah. She's gunna hear you say the word."
"Okay. What if you guys want to have sex?"
"I've already got that covered."
"Really? How?"
    I wink. I got my secrets.
"Oh. I forget you're not normal. With all your little magic tricks." He lies cause he knows I can do far more magic than I lead on. Probably more than I know I can do.
"Anyway. So. Her moving in is okay?"
"You finally bedded a woman."
"Oh fuck off."
"Pretty cute one at that."
"Yeah... She is."
   Ninfa flops on the couch beside me.
"Call it gay curiosity. How big?" He directs the question to Ninfa.
   I cover my face. "That's not your business."
"How big is big to you, Joel?"
"Hm. 8. 7-8."
"WHY IS THIS A CONVERSATION?"
"Shhhh. I wanna know." Joel shushes me.
"10. Maybe 11 full." Ninfa says like it's not embarassing? Is it not? It's totally embarrassing.
"I'm dying." I fall on the floor.
"Daaaammnn. You're lucky." Joel says.
    He lays on the floor and takes my hands from my face. "Hey."
    Ninfa just keeps laughing. "I'm crying."
"It's not funny."
"You're making it funny."
    Joel pokes my nose. "Boop."
"Is sexual stuff always embarrassing?"
"Yeah. But it's okay. You'll get use to it."
    The most loudest growls makes me turn around. Cheese stands behind the couch. All eyes directed to her.
"Do you guys have food?"
"If you have done the shopping."
"I did, Mistress."
"I could summon."
"You healed me today. I'm not letting you."
   Cheese sits beside Ninfa.. And I feel.. I feel something I don't like. Jealousy?
"Why are you guys on the floor?"
"Well. We were talking about how big her lilman is. Apparently he's not a lilman." Joel says like it's nothing.
   I punch him in the throat and he chokes.
"Hmm." Cheese licks her lips towards me.
   I didn't want to say gross out loud. But at the same time I do. But I don't say...
"You guys are taking forever." Ninfa says and then the smell of chick nuggets fill the air. And fries.
"Nin. You didn't have to."
"It's not like I'm not eating to regain."
   I get up and help Joel up.
"I'm not crazy, there's a tiger here right?"
"Oh she hasn't met Misty." Joel says.
"Going to have to get use to her because she's moving in."
   Cheese just sort of stares? She's acting weird. I don't like it. She's always been weird but today she's just... too much.
"Any word on Lucifer?"
"Nope. I was down in a network of dens. The demons are preparing for another riot."
    I give some time for us all to eat. The room feels sickening.. feels weird..
"Think you can find a where and when, Cheese?" I say as soon as she finishes eating.
"Yes, Mistress."
    I nod to her. She take owl form and leaves. I take a deep breath.
"Was it me or was it really weird in here?"
"It was weird because of you." Joel says.
"What the fuck did I do?"
"She's had feelings for you since you saved her from hell."
"How was I suppose to know? And it was you who brought up my dick."
"I was joking. I didn't think she'd do that."
   I sigh. "Too weird. I don't like it. She makes me feel weird."
"How do I make you feel?" Joel pokes me.
"Weird too. You're like my brother but also my gay best friend that likes to talk about my dick."
"I'm like your brother?"
"Yeah? What am I suppose to see you as?"
"Your gay lover." He winks.
"No. One love is enough for me."
   Ninfa throws a chicken nugget at me.
"My favorite food has become a weapon."
"Ninfa or the chicken?" Joel says and quickly moves away.
    I feel my face heat up. ..because it's both..
"Anyway."
    I get up and walk to ..our.. room. Before getting to the door Ninfa jumps in my back.
"Minx turned into a monkey. Who throws food at me."
   She bites my ear and a fire is set.
"What're you doing?"
"Possibly getting what I want."
   She kicks the door closed behind us.
"What exactly is that?"
"You."
"You have me, love."