Doctor Strange X Reader First Book

Irreparable Part Two

A/N: Hello my dear readers!

AS requested by some of you, here is part two of Kaecilius x reader.

Hope you'll enjoy.

Warning: Sad.

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Every dream comes to an end, every sleep ends up by waking up. The darkness behind your eyelids faded away to let place to the brightness of reality.

However, today was a day you wish you could keep your eyes closed and ignored the world moving around you, let sleep or even death take you away and remain in this sweet peace.

Unless, every wish doesn't come true and as consciousness slowly awakened the numbness of your body, your eyes fluttered open to be faced with an unexpected scene.

A shirtless figure was moving around, mumbling ununderstandable things under his breath and frantically looking for something...probably his shirt. However, your sudden movements caught his glance and he stopped his research, facing you in all his glory.

He looked at you sat up, a smirk dancing on his lips. You already had seen Kaecilius in this state when you used to date, but it was still a sight for sore eyes. You blushed and looked elsewhere.

« Where am I ? » you asked, looking at the nightstand where there were a book and a light.

« In my bed » his hoarse voice made you immediately looked at him. The nearness made you stumbled back to the end of the bed and he chuckled at your behaviour.

« Don't pretend you don't like it when I'm close to you, Y/N.? » he said, sitting on the bed next to you and starting a stare context.

« You are my enemy ». you stated, your voice quivering a little.

« Am I? Truly ? » he asked, leaning closer to you until you felt his forehead came in contact with your shoulder and his arms wrapped around your body.

« Is he... cuddling me ? » you thought, taken aback by this sudden gesture. He was quite cuddly behind closed doors when you were together but you never thought he would seek comfort in your arms despite the current situation: enemies.

You hesitantly put your hand on his head, stroking his hair and removing his ponytail. Your fingers ran through his soft hair and you heard him sighed of delight against you. You knew it was a fleeting moment and you intended to enjoy every second of it until the harsh reality brought you back to sense. You nuzzled your face into his shoulder, holding him tightly. How you missed his warmth, the strong feeling of security emanating from him when everything is normal, happy and without any trouble afar.

« I missed this » you whispered, afraid of your rush of emotions going through your mind.

« So do I. » he answered, raising his head up and lightly pecking your lips, « I only hope you will forgive me for this » he added, the flicker of love burning in his eyes vanishing to let place to the cold blood enemy you knew.

You froze, unable to move a muscle and waiting for the impossible. All these gestures had rekindled the hope that perhaps, Kaecilius would see the evilness and the true face of Dormammu and that he would come back to you. Your once shattered heart would then be fixed and you will long happily ever after together. However, life isn't a fairy tale and unfortunately, you were quite aware of that fact. You sighed and connected your eyes with him, putting in your gaze all the love you bore for him, the hope and the joy you had for him and said ;

« Do it. »

He sat up, facing you, his hazel eyes locking with yours for a while. For a second, you thought you saw hesitation flickering in his pupils but the desire to be immortal quickly invaded his heart.

« Am I not enough? Is your love for immortality stronger than us? Stronger than the world you know, than your home? »

He got up and grabbed his orange tunic, putting it on. His back was turned to you, his shoulders up and you could see the line of his tensed muscles through the fabric.

« If I had to live with you, Y/N, a lifetime wouldn't be enough »

On these last words, he opened a portal and spun around.

You tilted your head to the side, pondering his words.

«What? »

The birth of a smirk enlightened his features.

« You never knew how much you helped me, don't you? It's not the Ancient One who fixed me, when I came, broken, in need of guidance. It was you, Y/N. »

You grabbed his arm, trailing your fingers down until you intertwined your fingers with him.

« Stay with me, then. We could go somewhere. Dormammu is not the solution. There must be another way. Let's find it together Just come back to me, please. »

« I wish I could believe you, my dear. But what is done can not be undone. »

You looked at him, tears on the verge to fall as his words slowly made their way to your heart, piercing it like arrows.

He brought your hand to his lips, gently kissing your knuckles.

« Goodbye, Y/N. Next time we will see each other, only one of us will stand. »

On these final words, he let your hand go, at the same time, breaking the last glimpse of hope you still had.

« Remember my heart belongs to you, though. » he softly added and stepped into the portal, disappearing into the darkness of the incoming death.

A/N: So what did you think? Was it alright? Or out of character?