High School // Malec

Chapter 55.

Magnus was carefully dragging his fingers through my raven hair when I woke up the next time. I couldn't be happier that he was laying next to me again in my comfortable bed and it finally felt like all the horrible pain that I had been dealing with earlier today had mysteriously disappeared.
- Hey, I whispered hoarsely
- Hi, Magnus whispered back and flashed me a truly beautiful smile
I pressed my body closer to his and his my face in the crock of his neck. The wonderful sandalwood scent that I recognised all too well made my heart beat faster and I couldn't help but smile like a complete idiot.
- What happened this morning? Maryse told me that you refused to leave your bed and eat, Magnus said
- I don't want to talk about it
- Alexander, please don't push me away like this. I know you well enough to know that you're hurting, Magnus said with pain in his voice
- You're only going to laugh at me if I tell you the truth, I answered sadly
- I would never in my life laugh at you, Alexander. All I care about is how you feel, Magnus answered
- When I woke up this morning and you weren't beside me in the bed, I felt devastated. I thought that you had gotten tired of me and left while you still had the chance, I whispered and felt how a single hot tear slowly made its way down one if my cheeks
- Baby, I would never leave you. You're the love of my life and I don't know what I would do without you
Magnus response made me cry even harder and it felt like I was going to die from lack of oxygen in my lungs. The fear of losing him had gotten to my head and I couldn't stop thinking about it. Magnus is the only person who makes me feel alive and if I would lose him, I would lose myself.
- Please don't cry, Magnus said and placed a light kiss on my forehead
- I'm sorry for being pathetic but I can't do this without you, I cried
- You don't have to do this without me, Alec. I'm not going anywhere
Instead of answering, I pressed my lips against Magnus's in a sloppy but passionate kiss. It was like a proof that he actually was here with me.
- Magnus, I want you, I said when we broke the passionate kiss for air
- Alexander, we don't have to rush into things if you're not ready for it, Magnus said with a serious voice
- I have always thought that I would never be ready for the next step, but I know better now. Magnus, I want this with you and no one else, I said
- Are you sure? I really don't want you to do this only because you feel like you have to, Magnus answered
- I'm sure, Mags. I love you more than anything, I said and smiled
- I love you too, Magnus said
Our lips found their way back to the others, only this time the kiss was a lot more heated. Magnus found his way on top of me and I let out a moan as his lips placed open mouth kisses along my jaw and neck. We had never done something like this before, but that thought didn't save me anymore. I was more than ready for us to take the next step in our relationship and I was honestly so sexually frustrated that I never would be able to survive any longer.
- Are you sure about this? Magnus asked as a removed my own shirt
- Yes, now take off your clothes
Magnus let our a little chuckle as an answer, but he also did what I said. Before I knew it, the only thing that covered our bodies was our boxers. Magnus was planting kisses all over my body that was already sweaty and the only thing that could be heard was moans coming from me.
- Magnus, I'm ready, I muttered
- Are you sure?
- Yes, I answered and felt how I almost started crying from all the lust I was feeling at the very moment
The two of us got undressed from our last piece of clothing and only by the feeling of having Magnus this close made me almost lose control. The friction was killing me and all of these new feelings drove me insane. Finally, we were connected for real and I couldn't help but let a few tears fall down my cheeks. I have waited for this moment for so long and it felt amazing to finally do it. I realise now that I had nothing to be afraid of. Sex is something beautiful between two people who loves each other and if they both agrees on the terms, there's nothing wrong with letting your own lust come out once in a while. It only makes you and your partner stronger as a couple. Sex is a part of love and you should not go around doing it unless you are in love with someone you can put all of your trust in and that's exactly what I can do with Magnus.

// TBC \\