High School // Malec

Chapter 70.

A lot of things happened as the time passed by and I'm still having a hard time dealing with it all. Mags moved from New York a few weeks after he got to know what actually happened to his stepfather that day he took his own life. I miss him like crazy, but I understand that he could not stay at the same place he lost both his mom and stepfather to suicide. That's why we decided to break up and continue as friends. I still love him more than anything, but I also understand him more than I thought I would. He has lost everything and for the very first time in his life, love can't make him feel any better. After Magnus left, I went on a couple of dates with some different guys, but no one made my heart skip as Magnus. He was pretty much my everything, but just like I said before, I understand him. Jace and Izzy helped me a lot though my heartbreak, but no one of them held any grudges against Magnus. We all understand his decisions. I cased to amaze myself as I only a few months after Magnus left returned to school.
I never thought that I would step my foot back inside those four walls, but I can't say I regret it and when it was time to graduate, I could leave all of
it behind together with Jace. Sure, I had to study a bit more as I had left school for a while, but it was totally worth it, especially since I'm pretty smart. After we graduated, Jace and
I took the first plane to Europe. We have both always wanted to see the beauties of France and trust me, no one of us was disappointed. The two of us stayed in France for about one month and when we returned back
to New York, mother and Izzy threw us both a party to celebrate that we both were back safe and sound. The trip will always have a special place
in my heart, especially since I got to travel with my brother. It has been a long time since Jace and I spent the day together and I could not be any happier that we got to spend a whole month together without having the slightest worry about relationships. Fine, Jace is still together with Clary and I couldn't be happier for them, but Clary got into collage pretty fast after we graduated and moved a few hours away from New York. I could tell that if annoyed Jace at first, but everything got easier as Jace got his own job and could afford gasoline so he could drive back and forth. To my surprise, Izzy also met someone and when the two of them got together, I couldn't be happier for my baby sis. They are all still worried about me though, mostly because I have had a few breakdowns, one that I even had to get to the hospital, but I'm trying every day to get better. Magnus and
I are still texting which makes it a lot better and I'm on anti depression to make me feel happier, which works much better than I thought. I guess that's pretty much it. I started as a suicidal teenager who didn't see any other end than death, but then much happened in between. I fell in love, I lost my virginity, I gained my family and so much more and guess what? I'm pretty sure that I would do it all again because even though I went through shit, I found myself in the middle of all that and I am proud.

Hey guys🙈

I'm very sorry to say this, but this was the last chapter🙈

-Mathilda

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It's been a long time since I finished this book, but I have decided to make a short sequel since the ending was pretty much heartbreaking🙈 what do you guys say about that?

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THE FIRST CHAPTER OF THE SEQUEL IS PUBLISHED😱
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