broken sister

Chapter 33

I take off my makeup and change into pajamas. I throw my hair into a pony tail. It's not that I'm mad that he didn't tell me. I'm just really upset. I don't wanna talk to anyone. I hear a knock on my door. Knowing it's David I sigh and open it. "What's wrong?" I shake my head. "Nothing I'm okay" I said giving him a small smile. "Gwen" he said knowing I'm lying. "David I'm okay. I'm just really tired and need sleep. It just wasn't a good day that's all" he sighs and nods. "Okay good night" I give him a small hug and lay in bed.

I wake up to a pounding in my head. I sigh and sit up. I grab my phone to check the time.10:30am. I get up and leave my room. "Breakfast is ready" David said looking at me. "Not hungry" I said sitting down on the chair. "You have to eat" I shake my head. "I'm good" I said annoyed. "What is with that attitude" he said confused. "Fuck off" I said rolling my eyes. "What?" David asked getting mad. "You heard me" I said looking at him. "Do you wanna be grounded" he said in a dad way. "I don't care so whatever" I said picking at my sleeves. Jacob walks in. "Morning" He said sitting on the couch. "Fuck off" I said rolling my eyes. "That's it give me your phone" David said mad. "Whatever I don't give a fuck anymore. Take away everything okay. I. Don't. Care" I said giving him my phone. "What's up with you?" David asked. "Everything" I said as a tear falls down my face. "What's wrong?" He asked walking over to me. "What's wrong? Everything. EVERY FUCKING THING. Im tired of acting fine. Im tired of pretending I'm happy. I'm tired of it" I said crying. "Gwen calm down" Jacob said walking over. "No you fuck off" I said storming to my room.

Minutes pass. My wrist sting from cuts. I hear knocks on my door. I just sit there on the floor crying. I roll down my sleeve incase they just come in. "Gwen talk to me please" David said though the door. I don't say anything. "Gwen please" I sigh and open the door. "What happened yesterday?" I take a deep breath. "Just some guy tried something with me but noting happened then I saw ryland" I said not telling him about the Jacob part. "Wait what do you mean tired something with you?" He said pissed. "It was nothing David Jacob and Toddy stopped him I'm okay. I was just a little shaken up. I'm fine now I'm sorry for going off on you" I said sighing. He just gives me a hug. "I love you" he said hugging me tightly.

Hours have passed and I've just been in my room doing school. I started to get a headache. I sigh and get up. I walked into the living room. It was just Jacob. "Do you know where David put the Advil yesterday?" I asked opening the cupboard. "Yea here let me get it" He said getting up. He walked over and opened another cupboard and handed me a pill. "Thanks" I said softly. I made me a glass of water and took the pill. "Look I'm really sorry about the ryland thing. I know u should of told you I was scared" I nod. "It's fine okay" I said giving him a small smile. He returned one back. "I don't feel to good I'mma take a nap. Wake me up if you need anything or if someone gets hurts" I said laughing. "Will do" he said with a small chuckle. I go into my room and fall asleep.

I wake up to my throat sore and my head pounding. I sigh and sit up. I don't have my phone so I can't check the time. I decided to go into the living room. I walk in and see David and Jacob watching the office. "Hey what time is it?" I asked my voice super groggy. "6:30pm. Come here let me see if you have a fever you sound sick" I walk over to him. "Eh yeah you do. Here go lay down and just relax" he handed me back my phone. "Love you David" I said giving him a smile. "Love you too" he said returning a smile.

I've just been in my room watching Netflix on my computer. I feel like shit and it sucks. My birthday is in 4 days and I'm sick. Yea sure I don't really wanna have the party but it's still my birthday wanna be able to have fun not stuck in my room sick. I really hope I get over whatever I have. I hear a knock on my door. "Food is here" Jacob said though my door. I get up and go into the kitchen.

David got subway. He gets me a meatball sub and jalapeño chips. I smile and sit down. I start eating. "So are you ready for your birthday?" David asked eating. "Yea hopefully I feel better by then" I said giving a small smile. "Just take medicine and relax and I'm sure you will be fine" Jacob said smiling at me. "Yea" I said eating. The rest of us eating was pretty silent. But not too silent.

"I need to get footage" David said grabbing his camera. "Jacob I have a idea" I shake my head. "David Please don't hurt him" I said looking at him. "Come on I would never" I give him a 'really dude' look. He laughs. "What's the idea?" Jacob said looking at him. "You and Gwen are gunna be in her room and I come in and tase you" I sigh. "Sure why not" I look at the both like they are crazy. "I seriously don't feel good and you guys aren't helping" I said annoyed. "Come in it will be fun" Jacob said nudging me. "Fine" I said softly.

Jacob and me are sitting on my bed. David walks in with his camera. "Prepare to die" he said going towards Jacob but the getting me instead. "What the fuck!" I yell in pain. They both just start laughing. "I hate y'all" I said really annoying. I started feeling sick to my stomach. "Move" I said pushing David out of the way. I go into the bathroom and close the door behind me. Suddenly I just start throwing up. "Gwen? Are you okay?" David said knocking on the door. I don't answer I just sit on the floor. David opens the door and I throw up again. "Oh god Gwen" he said walking over to me. "Come on" He said helping me up. I flush the toilet and he brings me into my room. Jacob is still on my bed. "Jacob let's leave so she can get some rest okay" David said mentioning him to leave. He nods giving me a small smile and walking out. I soon passed out.