Drowning

Chapter 15:" You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen."

Leah's P.O.V.

The next morning I wake up in the best of moods, because of this house. I make my way toward my bathroom to take a shower. I strip down and look at myself in the full-length mirror. I'm not the world's ugliest girl but I'm no price, no wonder Noah chose Jade over me. I think I'm beautiful but I could look a lot better.

I close my eyes not wanting to see myself anymore and to rehear all the bad things that were said about me. I was bullied after my mother past away, because I was so sad and angry that I started eating more and exercising less thus I became very unhealthy. A lot of people would tease me about my weight and how unhealthy I looked so I decided to lose weight. At first I did it for them, to show the bullies that I'm beautiful. But as I lost that weight I realized that I'm only doing this for the wrong reason. I'm not doing it for my own health, I'm doing it to impress other and that is so wrong. So I started doing it for myself. I started losing weight for my own health and what I thought about myself. And trust me it wasn't easy.

I hadn't notice that a tear had fallen onto the floor in front of me.

I take a deep breath and climb into the shower.

When I was done I changed and went downstairs for breakfast to be met with everyone.

I smile and greet them.

"So what are you guys up to today?" I ask.

Ethan looks at me tiredly," I don't know about anyone else but I'm staying in to catch up on my sleep otherwise 'm not making the party tonight."

"What party?"I ask with furrowed eyebrows.

Ethan sighs," There is always a party here."

I slowly nod and make my way toward the door but I bump into Jade.

"Watch where you're going, bitch!" Jade yells getting in my face.

I take a deep breath and then I pinch my nose closed with my fingers," I wouldn't speak if my breath smelled like that."

Jade's mouth falls open.

"Can you please close that dick hole of yours please I don't want to smell that." I sneer at her.

Jade's eyes go wide and she says looking at Noah behind her," At least I can get dick."

"I don't think that's something to brag about." I say walking past her toward the living room.

I make it to the couch and fall down.

I grab the remote and switch the TV to Black Sails.

I sigh in content and take a bite of my banana.

"I should've known you were going to watch Black Sails." Noah's voice comes from the doorway.

"Yeah, you should've." I reply simply as Noah makes his way toward the couch and he sits down.

I look at him from the corner of my eye," Where is everyone?"

Noah stares at the TV answering," Ethan, Jen, Aidan and Stevie are sleeping. Kyla and Sebastian are on a date and Jade is at the mall."

"So why aren't you sleeping? Or on a date? Or at the mall?" I question Noah looking at him suspiciously.

Noah look at me and questions," Why are you?"

My eyes go wide as I think about his question.

Noah smiles and says," Exactly."

He looks back at the TV.

I slowly look back at the TV.

The rest of the episode is spend with me talking about what happens next and who dies and Noah telling me to stop spoiling everything. When the episode is finished I surf through the channels searching for something to watch. I stop at American Dad and smile at Noah asking silent permission. Noah chuckles and nods.