UNSPOKEN WORDS
They fill our brain in an endless rotation of our innermost feelings.
Love
Fear
Anger
Happiness
Despair
They stomp against the tip of our tongue, yearning to be let out.
Yet our will is, almost always, stronger.
I want to tell her.
Would she have stayed if I had just told her?
Without even thinking about the fact that even though the words are there, I have yet to interpret what they solely mean.
Why do I feel this way?
So suddenly.
Why does she make me feel this way?
Feelings that, I regret to admit, are stronger than anything I've ever felt before.
Maybe that's why I feel scared.
Her departure began stomping at my heart with more night than those unspoken words ever had.
Eating me alive for daring to let her go.
Love, fear, anger, happiness, and despair have left with her.
Now I just feel lonely.
Am I a hypocrite?
For wanting to let those words out only now that she left?
Would the unfavorable emotions come back with her if she ever returned?
Because maybe my unwillingness to speak will be met by her probable unwillingness to listen.
I want her to know how I feel.
Yet her not hearing me wouldn't be the worst thing.
It's funny.
Because they dared me to make her love me.
They dared me to break her.
Yet I'm the one who's on the verge of collapsing due to overwhelming emotions.
Because there's nothing I want more now, than to let those unspoken words out.
- Kim Namjoon
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