I was speechless and shocked about June said, "Why didn't you tell me about this?" my voice starts to shake and my tears starts to fall.
"I...should go to the restroom" I excused myself from crying in front of everyone. I stood up and walked to the restroom, sobbing while my head was looking down.
Bobby saw me and didn't try to approach me, he seem to be worried.
I didn't notice that June was following me, As I reach the restroom, My tears freely escaped my eyes.
At that moment I overthink of things, I was worried of us, I was afraid. Only a hug from June was only way to calm me a bit.
I dug my face into his chest and cry, June started to talk "Sorry J, I didn't told you that, Uhmm... maybe because I'm afraid of losing you, since the day that we have us, I convince Dad to cancel my migration to Australia, but it was too late. All documents are finished from processing and he said that I'm good to go."
"I have nothing I can give you
There is nothing I can do yet
I can't think out of grand promises,
Great sayings, thought"
At the time I heard that my tears won't stop from falling. I have no answer but to cry and hear June's explanation.
"I will be just nice to you
I will protect you I will make you smile as much as you cried
I will be a star that shine you
I will beside you as long as you waited for me"
June repeatedly apologize and hug me even tighter, "Don't worry J everything will be just fine, I will convince Dad again."
I noded and wiped my tears from my face. "Let's go, their are waiting outside I grab June's hand and walk to our table.
Their conversation ended and they stare at us, observing what just happened. Rosé quickly assure that I'm alright.
"Are you okay J?"
"Uhmm...Yeah!" and smiled.
My meal was remain unfinished and just sip into the iced coffee. Everyone enjoyed their meal, expect for the two of us. He can't even take a bite to his favorite meal because he was very worried about me.
The meal ended and all of us agreed to go back to Square Inc. So we ride at Song's van again but this time, I sat at the last row beside the window.
June sat beside me and didn't do anything but to watch me doing nothing, just staring outside, the leaves of the trees turned yellow-orange, and drops of rain started to fall.
It was raining, and I just can't stop thinking about June and his migration to Canada, it's just so unexpecting, tears stared to fall on my cheeks again.
June just hug me as he saw me crying again, he cuddle me the whole trip.
The van finally parked outside the building, the staffs quickly waited for us to go outside, Song was the first one to get outside, the guard with his secretary guide him with a huge black umbrella, he told the guards to assist us
with umbrellas too.
"I'll get going guys, I have a meeting at 3, Bye! it's nice eating with you guys I hope this wasn't the last time." Song told his farewell formally.
"Yeah sure" Jennie said with a huge gummy smile.
Everyone decided to go home, so Jisoo invited Rosé to her car, Jennie and Lisa ride their car and drive to Lisa's house.
It is June and me in the front Koo's building, "J, I will drive you home"
I agreed and ride on his car, he started driving as the rain gets even stronger.
After about an hour of driving his car stopped. "What happened?" I asked.
"Uhmm it's out of fuel." Fortunately we're inside the subdivision but it's bit far from our house.
"I'll just walk" I told and I unlock the car. "No, it's raining hard outside." I didn't mind June so I walk outside and feel the rain pouring into my head.
June followed me in the stormy road, "Hey J C'mon I'll fix this up, you should've waited. I turned my head to him.
"Don't worry about me, I'm getting used to be alone so that I won't be that stressed when you're on Australia." I said with a crying face and the rain got even stronger.
"In this risky reality, there is one person I want to protect.
I live because of you."
"You don't have to do that J, I won't leave you alone" June said and kissed me in the stormy weather.
"You're the only one one my side in this world, I don't have the courage to hand you.
Holding you hands, I might be making a promise I can't keep, us in the future."
At this time I didn't escape from his grip and kiss him back with my tears flowing.
June raise his voice for me to hear him from the noise of the heavy rain. "J I know moving to Australia will be a huge gap to us, but please, Please J trust me, I won't shut you down, Just wait for me and I'll be back. I love you J" June started to cry and I have nothing to do but to give him a hug.
"I know, please come back."
"I will."
The weather starts to calm down in a while and only drops of rain from the trees and white noise you'll hear.
"So, stop crying J, yiu should smile a lot now, it's a good day for all of us. So smile." June said with a smile but trying not to fall his tears.
I just nod "Let's go home June." We then walk to our house and left his car at the side road.
"On the way home getting through a tiring day
When I think of you suddenly I call and talk to you
Our good day together I'll bring it to you."
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A/N: The bold letters are the english translation of iKON's Just For You.
It's one of my fave and the lyrics are just beautiful, this song really made my mood.
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