Call this a diary? Sure. Last time I checked all the cliche type ones had pink locks and pink fluffy pens along with them, but that's not the truth. This is...sorry.
GUYS IT IS ALMOST CHRISTMAS! Well guys do I have some tea- Oh wait- HOT CHOCOLATE TO SPILL! Ladies and Losers, grab some s'mores and get close to a fire because WE HAVE SOME HOLIDAY HOT COCOA TO SPILL!
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*slurps hot chocolate and sits near a fire* Oh, I didn't see you there! Juliz, hurry up. Anyways, so I was texting my OLD CRUSH! Well on my Snapchat I posted a 'TBH' picture, and he sent a yellow heart emoji and he said "me." And I wrote like a whole ass paragraph and ALL OF A SUDDEN... my anxiety was like...
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I CONFESSED THAT I USED LIKE THAT HOMEBOY!
I typed...(word for word)
" tbh? ____ you mad chill and hella funny. i miss when we used hangout at the park and go to circle k with you. and with bryan and jason. you were that main bro that stuck wit me through thick and thin. and i appreciate you for it. i remember when we first met, in mrs. thompson room, and i thought..." yo, he cute." and we sat next to each other for a few months and i learned to like you and a little in 7th grade too. but then i realized you had a girl and i left it alone. and i wasn't too good enough for you anyways. but anyways, take care ____ and good luck with soccer."
AND I WANTED TO JUST....
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And I was like " Ah, goddamn, g. This hurts more than getting run up by MBK." That was a gang reference by the way.
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HOMEBOY REPLIED
And I saw it and I was so fucking scared and I felt the rejection heat up. (FIREEE!!! E'RBODY SAY LA LA LA LA LA) So then I got the balls and opened it. AND I WAS SO MOTHAFUCKIN SHOOK ON WHAT I READ!!!
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" awe thanks, jewls (my nickname) i miss you too and the boys. we should link or sum cause I gotta tell you...I used like you too."
JULIE AT 5:33PM
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And of course I replied...
" are u fr?! when did u catch feelings?"
and he replied back...
" 7th grade and 8th grade. And yea."
And I re-read that over and over and over and over and over and over....
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He invited me to his basketball game. And I said yeah. But we're taking things slow right now. A friend of mine in art, said to take things slow with relationships. I mean, we're not dating. He said we'll talk about it on Sunday.
And I'm like...
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WELP THAT'S THE HOT CHOCOLATE! Sorry, if it was too long. But I HAD TO SHARE. Anyways, goodnight ladies and losers. I love y'all :')
Song of the night....
Real and True by Future & Miley Cyrus ft. Mr. Hudson
"when the sun dies and the stars fade from view, our love will remain real and true."
