Thoughts At 12AM

12:17AM

 thought i'd up with sean...but he wasn't a match.

wrote some songs about david, now i listen and laugh.

even though almost went 1 year, and for john i'm so thankful. 

wish i could say thank you to patrick cause he was my angel. 

one taught me love, one taught me patience and one taught me pain.

and now i'm amazing. i've loved and lost, but that's not what i see.

so, look what i got. look what they taught me and for that i say...

thank u, next. <3 

i'm so fucking grateful for my ex.

thank u, next. <3 

i'm so fucking...

spend my time with my friends, i ain't worried about nothin.

plus, i met someone else. we havin better discussions. 

i know they say i move onto fast but this gon' last

cause her name is julie and i'm so good with that...

she taught me love, she taught me patience and she handles pain.  

 now that shit's amazing. i've loved and lost, but that's not what i see. 

look what i found...no need for searching and for that i say...

thank u, next. <3

i'm so fucking grateful for my ex.

thank u, next. <3

i'm so fucking grateful for ex.

thank u, next <3 

i'm so fucking...

one day i'll walk down the aisle holding hands with my papa. 

i'll be thanking my mom, cause she grew from the drama. 

 only wanna do it once, real bad.

gon' make that shit last. god forbid something happens...

least this song is a smash...

  i've got so much love, got so much patience,I've learned from the pain 

i turned out amazing. i've loved and i've lost. 

but that's not what i see. cause look what i've found.

ain't no need for searching,

and for that, i'll say...

thank u, next. <3

i'm so fucking grateful ex.

thank u, next. <3 

i'm so fucking grateful next...

thank u next...<3 

song of night?

thank u, next by ariana grande 

this one was for the ex's