Arthit groaned in frustration at his own inability.
Inability, to not think about him, his colleague, his office mate, his junior- Kongpob.
He hated it.
He hated whatever that was happening to him, because he was getting crazier as the days go by.
Because wanting to go to office, on a holiday, is nothing but pure insanity.
Yes, Arthit was loosing his sanity day by day, as his fingers clutched his mobile, and hovered over an SNS app, to open up and see his photo, again.
He cried in dismay,he felt like crying.
God, what was happening to him?
What was he becoming?
And despite thinking it to be the last time checking his photo, opened the app again, and looked at it umpteenth time that day.
And regardless of his mental state, Arthit smiled. Kongpob was cute.
Arthit liked his perfume.
Arthit liked his hair.
Arthit liked his voice.
Hell!! Arthit even liked Kongpob's ringtone.
He pulled his hair. He was in deep shit.
Why? Why? Why? And when?
If Arthit remembered clearly, it all started the day when Kongpob gave him chocolates for his birthday.
Needless to say, he had felt very shy and was touched.
And since that day, there was no going back.
He had started going to Kongpob's cubicles several times.
His gaze would wander to him several times.
And his face would automatically change in Kongpob's presence.
But Arthit wasn't a senior for nothing. He acted indifferent and aloof from him.
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Arthit mentally congratulated himself for reaching this level of craziness, as he entered the office, on a sunday afternoon.
For sure this will be the last time, he will indulge in this craziness.
It was just that he was missing Kongpob so much. To hear his voice , to smell his perfume, to hug him and Kiss him.
Yes, Arthit had been having lusty thoughts of Kongpob
Alot Lately.
But that's it. Today will be the last.
Silently he enterered the office and went to his cubicle, only to find Kongpob sitting there.
"Kongpob!!?"
"Oh P'ARTHIT, I was just missing you, so I came here."
Arthit's heart leapt in joy, and at the same time it said- not again
And just like that, the cycle started again.
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