Hey guys, it's me.
I just got the worst mother's day present ever.
I went to the doctors like, last week sometime and got a shit ton of bloodwork done for testing on my ovaries.
Well, as it turns out I have this rare and weird genetic disease that causes me to still have that 100% chance of getting pregnant, but the baby only has a 35% chance of being healthy.
The doctor literally called me at 8:30 this morning with the results and I broke down in tears at the news.
I hate my life so much right now.
If I ever get pregnant, the baby has a 65% chance of being born prematurely or having some random disease. It only has a 35% chance of being healthy, but even then it'll have breathing probs.
I just want to cry. 😭😭😭😢😦😭😧
