Nikki and I have been together for a couple of months now and it's honestly been really great. We, of course, have a pretty active sex life along with the romance, and he gets pretty protective of me, too.
I actually feel happy and safe with him, and despite the crazy rock n roll bass player persona on stage, he's actually a huge sweetheart and really caring.
He insists that I shouldn't have to work stripping most nights to have money for food and for rent, that he can take care of it for me, but I don't want to leave all the work to him as well as the guys. I want to pull my own weight, too.
Despite how life was for me, its how I've been raised, and I don't see how I can't earn my part, too, if I'm able to work as well.
It was another Starwood weekend and the boys were killing it tonight, especially after performing some new songs. Thankfully I was off tonight so I can enjoy the show.
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They were already on the last song, Starry Eyes, my favorite one.
Nikki had actually surprised me on my birthday with this song as a gift that night at the Roxy Theater.
(Video: Mötley Crüe "Starry Eyes")
"This one goes out to a special lady out there," Vince said into the mic.
The crowd cheered as I blushed, Nikki smiling at me before they started.
When she laughs She's got the power of a child in her eyes And when you cry now She'll hold you like a man's supposed to be held I can't get into words how I feel Get it right in this song now I had to set her free Needed a friend Come back to me
Oh starry eyes Oh, oh Oh starry eyes Oh, oh
I danced along the music as the guys played, enjoying myself.
Standing alone in the light You could see her cry With a smile and a wink And a sparkle in her eyes She calmly sighed, I will be all right Okay child You've had to take the pain Of a man in the streets You gotta let me in Needed a friend Even just for one night!
Oh starry eyes Oh, oh Oh starry eyes Oh, oh.
The crowd continued to cheer loudly as the boys performed excitedly.
