You're All I Need《Nikki Sixx || Mötley Crüe || The Dirt》

{Chapter Ninety}

*Nikki*

The plan was set in motion.

I dropped Mal off at the hospital to get Mick ready and I headed to get Tommy.

I parked the car in front of Tommy's new house.

Mal had gotten the address for from his new girlfriend, Bobbi (who she had gotten acquainted a little).

I parked and looked up at the house as my mind wandered...

I spent my whole life chasing ghosts... Looking for something I could never find....

...... And here it was, right in front of me the whole time..... and up on stage with me every night....

I took a deep breath before cutting the engine.

You can do this.... Just man up, Sixx!

I climbed out of the car, shutting the door as I headed up the front steps to the door.

I knocked against the glass of the door, looking at the new place.

Shit... Place is huge....

I waited a while before I see Tommy through the glass of the door walk up and open it, cigarette in his mouth.

I smiled at him as he stood at the door.

"Hey man," he said, blowing smoke into the air.

I took a deep breath, preparing myself.

"What I did at your wedding..." I started, looking at him, his brows furrowing at me a little as he looked at me a bit confused.

"I didn't...." I continued. "... Know... How to do that.... How to be there..."

"W-What's up, Nikki?" Tommy stopped me, trying to understand what I was saying.

I took a deep breath and just decided to say it.

"I was really fucking selfish, and I shit on something that was important to you...." I said. ".... And I am really sorry..."

His eyes widen a little before he looked down. He was quiet for a few seconds before he spoke.

"I know you pretty well, Sixx, so...." he said blankly with a sigh. "... I kinda get it...."

I swallowed a little as I looked down.

"And its okay," he nodded at me as I looked up at him.

I felt relieved when suddenly he leaned over a little at me.

"But can you say that last part one more time for me?" he smirked.

I then glared a bit at him, trying not to smirk back.

"Don't fucking push it, T-Bone..." I warned, making him laugh as I failed and smirked a bit with a laugh.

"Come in, man," he chuckled, motioning me in.