Joe Sugg: I've fallen for a fan

Chapter 25~ heartbreak

Joes P.O.V

A week had now passed and me and Daisy were still yet to discus what was going to happen about where she lives. I think she was too embarrassed about what was happening and I didn't want to make her feel awakened by asking her what is going to happen.

My front door had been fixed and Daisy was currently at work. Luckily for her she now lives 5 minutes away which was good for the both of us. But soon we need to go back to her old house and get all her work clothes. She hasn't got any with her so I have had to buy her some for this week, not that I mind it's just that I can't afford to buy her a whole new wardrobe.

It was around 5:30 when Daisy came home and I finally brought up the courage to ask her what is going to happened between us and where she is living.

"Um daisy?" I ask timidly as she sits down in the sofa next to me.

"Yeah?" she says scraping her long luscious hair up into a bun and taking off her work blazer.

"What are we going to do about where you are living?" I ask shyly, our eyes never parting, although I could see some anger starting to form.

"So what? you don't want me here anymore?" she says with anger in her eye, but also heartbreak.

"No, of course not babe it's just..." I began to say before she interrupts me.

"It's fine, I understand. I will get my stuff and go then." She says standing up and beginning to head toward the bedroom.

"You know I didn't mean it like that!" I say following her into my room.

"Oh yeah, so what did you mean?" she says, her anger in her eyes was getting harsher as she franticly packs her stuff in her bag.

"I meant, do you want to live here with me, or did you want to take things slow?" I asked trying to be gentle with her.

"I wanted to live here with you, but that's clearly not what you want is it? You just don't care about me the same way as I care about you" she spits out at me.

"Do you seriously think that all of what I have been through over the past few weeks was just for fun then? do you seriously think I would have risked being fucking killed last night by your dad to defend you if I didn't fucking care? Why do you think I done it all? for the thrill of it?" I spit back. I was beginning to get angry and I could feel my blood beginning to boil.

"I don't know do I? maybe you just felt sorry for me, how am I meant to know?" she said. it broke my heart thinking that this is what she thought about me. Did she seriously think that about me?

"Because of this" I said as I pulled her into me and our lips touch. It was passionate and deep and I didn't want this moment to end.

"But sometimes Joe, sometimes it's not enough" My heart just broke into s thousand pieces.

"Well then" I coughed as we are still in each other's embrace. "I will go and stay with a friend for the night since you have no friends locally. If you are gone by tomorrow at 7 then I will know your choice. If you are still here tomorrow then I guess you would have realised that all I said was true, because I know deep down you know that I didn't mean it like that. I was trying to be nice to you and caring." I say before storming out of my place with nothing but my keys and a shattered heart. Shit I was really falling for her.

I'm falling for a fan.