matty healy, falling in love over night

christmas

24th of december

we'd been in the house since september now and every day we woke up it still felt unreal.

we had been decorating for christmas and i couldn't fathom how beautiful the house was. the tree was real pine and all the ornaments were new, we didn't have any traditions yet so this was the chance to make them all together, fairy lights were hung everywhere as well as fake candles. we couldn't have real ones because rose was crawling BIG TIME now and we didn't want to endanger her in anyway.

i had last minute shopping with gemma to do today, nothing big, i just needs an outfit for christmas and something for lewis.

we were in mattys car right now because mine had broken down and i needed to buy a new one but cars are expensive even though i've been promoted at work. i needed to save and mattys car was fine for now.

"how's harrison then?" i asked

"good! he's spending christmas with his family and well you know i'm not" , gemma's looked sad after saying this

"you can spend it with us gem!"

"are you sure?"

"are you serious? of course you didn't even need to ask"

"thankyou gracey" she said in a small voice

"however densieiscominground" i said quickly

"WHAT?"

"only for an hour!" i assured her

"i am going to smack her" gemma said

"me too"

two hours later

"how does this look gem?" i asked coming out of the changing room

i was wearing a short black velvet dress, it was off the shoulder and tight

"it's beautiful" gemma said clapping her hands

"you sure?" i asked turning to look at my legs in the mirror

"yes you look great and denise will hate it"

"that swings it" i said pointing at her and laughing

i shut the curtain and shrugged my black jeans jeans back on and my off the shoulder dropped white jumper. i laced up my black doc martins before heading back out to meet gemma who was looking at a bag,

"heya"

"hi"

"you okay?" i asked

"mmh"

"gem? i asked

"just missing harry you know?" she said, i looked at her and she seemed worn out again. i hoped it was just the jet lag from coming back to england and nothing more because she deserved to be happy and nothing less

i pulled her into a hug, i couldn't bare to see her like this, she was my best fiend and i didn't know how to help right at this moment apart from telling her i buy the bag.

"buy the bag"

"huh?" she asked confused

"buy the bag it will help trust me!"

she grinned at me and her eyes turned from sad to happy again in a second, this was the gemma i wanted to see

back at grace and mattys house

"we are home!" i said as i put my keys on the table by the door and took my docs off

"heya baby" matty called from the kicthen, we left our bags in the living room and i walked through to see him.