INDEFINITE ✔️✔️

∆ 1. HYUNG ∆

Taehyung's

It's been days and I don't have any news about Jungkook, I tried contacting all his friends and none of them knew where he went. I always bring Jin hyung with me and I feel embarrassed because I always drag him to wherever I would go to find Jungkook, just like now, we are searching to all nearby town and asking for passerbys if they've seen Jungkook.

"Hyung, this is hopeless. He doesn't want to be found. I've done everything I can but still we can't find him. Hyung what would I do? I can't imagine loving someone who isn't Jungkook. Hyung!"

I really feel hopeless and my life seems to go out of my body. I badly needed Jungkook now or else I'd go crazy.

"I know, Taehyung. I know you love Jungkook so much. Don't worry we'll find him. I will do everything to help you find him, don't want to see you sad."

Jin hyung patted my head and turned his back to continue asking people if they happen to encounter Jungkook here in this place. If not for him I'd be insane. I really owe him a lot.

The rest of the day is filled with nothing but being out on the streets looking for someone who wouldn't want to show himself.

I don't get it why would Jungkook leave me, I've been a good boyfriend to him and I never restricted him to do anything he wants. We've been together for five years and I never made him cry. We're the perfect couple but why would he do such thing? Did I do something that upset him? Where did I go wrong?

"Hey Taehyung, you're deep in thoughts again, care to tell your Jin hyung what's on that pretty head of yours?"

We are now at his place. I'm always here. I think since Jungkook left me, I also left my home and stayed with Jin hyung, he isn't complaining though, he said he likes me around because he can always check I'm doing good and not harming myself.

"Nothing, hyung. I'm just thinking if I'm not enough or where did I go wrong that made him leave me. Tell me hyung, out of all people you know me the most, tell me, if you are Jungkook what would you do?"

Jin hyung looked at me straight in the eyes with an emotion that is unfamiliarly familiar to me. I can't pinpoint what it is but I'm certain that I know exactly what it is.

"If I were Jungkook then I would take care of you and give you the world, because you deserve it Taehyungie. I will never cause you pain or break your heart. I will suffer being hurt just not to see you sad."

Jin hyung's words pierced through my heart because he is so sincere. Is he going through something? Maybe I can somehow help.

"Are you okay Jin hyung? Why are you so sad? Did something happen? You can tell me, let's help each other!"

He sighed before looking back at me, "My heart hurts Taehyungie, Jin hyung is not okay, but I'm trying to be. Don't worry about me, I'm older than you, I can handle things better. And you are in much greater pain than I am. Let hyung take care of you not the other way around."

"You always take care of us, hyung. Can't I return the favor?"

"No." He said firmly and I feel rejected.

"Don't be sad, Taehyungie, Jin hyung just wants to settle things by himself. I don't want to burden you with my pain. You just focus on finding Jungkook and I can take care of myself."

"You sure hyung?" I asked him. He never really opens up to anyone and that's the deepest information anyone of us can squeeze from him. He is very secretive and quiet. He is so mysterious.

"I am. Now, let's go to bed it's late. We'll look again for Kookie tomorrow and we need energy. Good night, Taehyungie."

I have my own room here in his place but I don't want to feel alone. I want Jin hyung beside me to comfort me.

"Hyung, can I sleep beside you please? I don't want to be alone and I need you to comfort me."

"Sure." He answered and I can't help but smile at him. We went to his room and I spooned him. I feel really relaxed whenever he's around.

"Thank you, hyung for being there, always. I love you so much."

I felt him tense a little bit before he answered, "I love you too, Taehyungie."

"I'm grateful to have you as my best friend, hyung."

He didn't answered me and I assumed he was asleep already.

I got lost in my thoughts again about Jungkook and how much I missed him and how I wish it was him that I hold Right now.

"Kookie, I wish you were the one here with me now, not somebody else. I miss you so much."

I whispered in the air knowing that nobody will hear me. Jin hyung is fast asleep and I let my tears fall down.

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Jin's

I'm not asleep and I heard him say all those words. I tried hard not to cry suppressing the painful clenching of my heart and I bite my lips trying to distract my mind from the pain in the middle of my chest.

"I wish you'll see me more that just your hyung, more than just someone you run to whenever you are in pain. I always try to fix you, but who will be there to fix me when I'm broken by you?"