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∆ 12. IGNORED ∆

2 Months after ...

Taehyung's

"Taehyung, please I need you to buy me some mangoes now. I really want to eat those." I was awakened when Jin hyung started shaking my shoulders.

"What hyung?"

"I said I want to eat some mangoes now. My mouth is watering and I needed to eat those."

I rubbed my eyes a little irritated. "Hyung, Can you just sleep? It's 2am! I have work tomorrow. We have food in the fridge don't be so choosy."

He has been like that for how many days and I can't understand him. He always wants to eat whenever it reaches this hour. One moment it's mangoes then one moment it's strawberries. He can always get food in the fridge but he is so choosy.

I covered my whole body with the blanket and went back to sleep and I think I heard him say "Okay, Taehyungie. I'm sorry."

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Next Morning ...

It's 5am and I can hear Jin hyung puking in the bathroom. I walked over and checked on him.

"Hyung are you okay? What happened?"

He can't answer me because he won't stop puking. He just signaled me to wait and I went downstairs to get a glass of water.

"Here hyung, take this. That might help."

He get the glass of water and drank from it. He looks so pale. I used the back of my hand and touched his forehead, he is not hot, so no fever.

"What did you eat? You must have eaten something that has made your stomach upset."

"I don't know maybe I just ate a lot yesterday. Don't worry let's just sleep. You have your business trip later. You need to rest."

We lay down on the bed again, Jin hyung fell asleep immediately and I just looked at him. It's been two months when we started to try things out. It's good, we're good he always do his best to make me happy and he always succeeds.

I raked his hair and touched his cheeks. I was terribly sorry for snarling at him earlier but I just wanted to sleep more. I bet he's so hungry that he needed to wake me up.

This past two months were ordinary nothing new happens everyday. I still try and force myself to love him but I can't. I can't really see myself loving someone other than Jungkook. But Jin hyung, I'm not in love with him. I really can't see him as that. Yes, I want his kisses but I can't give him more than that. I think it's wrong when I have the thought that I can touch him and feel him, it's not just working out.

I know I should let him go and love somebody else but I also can't. I don't know what is this anymore. But having him close is enough. Even if he is so plain and simple with no thrill at all, I can't let him go. I'd rather stay with him than to let him be claimed by somebody else.

I know he will be hurt when he knows that I still can't love him the way he wants to, but I can't force myself. I really did tried. But I can't feel the same thing as I did with Jungkook. Yes, Jin hyung is nice and makes me feel nice but it's just not it.

He sometimes makes my heart flutter but he won't make me feel excited and occupied. He is so still unlike Kookie who makes me experience new heights.

I've been staring at him for too long that I did not notice it's already 7am. I need to leave at 8. I quickly grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom.

After some minutes I'm done and I woke up Jin Hyung to tell him that I'll be leaving. "Hyung, wake up, I'm leaving."

He slowly opened his eyes and got up, "Okay take care. Come back to me, okay."

He hugged me and I pulled away from him. I'm going to be late. "I'll leave now hyung. Take care okay? Text me when something happens."

"I will."

That's the last sentence I've heard from him and I left. This will be a week long trip and I'm with my co-workers. We travelled for about two hours before we are on the venue.

Today was not the start of the main event so we can still stroll and enjoy the view. I forgot to text Jin hyung that I already arrived but that can come later.

The view is fantastic and I was enjoying my time. I was looking at the sunset and the sea when someone bumped me and spilled his orange juice on my shirt.

"Shit!"

"Oh! I'm sorry - TAEHYUNG?"

I looked up and my world just stopped.

"Kookie!"

He throws himself at me and hugged me so tight. I was dumbfounded and my heart is pounding fast. He's here. Jungkook is here.

"I missed you, Tae!"

He said and kissed my lips. I can't react at first but recovered in an instant. I pulled him closer and responded to him.

"I miss you too Kookie."

He dragged me out of that place and we went to a cabin. I can wait for his explanation but the situation we are in right now require us to dive into the flame igniting between us.

Our clothes were discarded and we didn't care about the time or how long we have been making love. Alk I know is Jungkook is here and I'm happy. I'm too happy that I didn't noticed my phone buzzing and Jin hyung is worried sick of me.

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