∆ 33. ALWAYS WILL ∆

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Taehyung's

I got discharged after the doctors saw that I'm well and okay, my son is also doing well and in no time he can go home. Before I left I visited him and he looks excited when I mentioned that he can come and play with me in my house when he gets a lot better.

I am really excited on the thought of bonding with my son. I bet him and my daughter would be a really good tandem. She already liked Beomgyu before, she will be thrilled when she knows he's her brother.

About me ang Jin hyung, I don't know what happened. After I confessed, he kissed me and acted like Yoongi didn't exist.

Did I like the kiss? Of course, I like it. It's just that I feel guilty and I don't want to ruin their relationship that's why as much as possible, I stay away and control myself when Jin hyung is around. I don't want to be a home wrecker!

We never really spoke about us. I never wanted to because there is nothing to talk about. He must've been shocked that time that's why he kissed me.

I'll just keep myself busy and not think about it. It breaks my heart at the thought that he doesn't love me back, but, it's okay, at least we're friends again.

I am at my house, I was supposed to only get my clothes and I'll go back to the hospital but I felt the need to clean my place.

When it's time for me to clean the underside of my bed, I found a medium sized box. I didn't know it was there, probably it was my things from way way back.

Those years that I forgot. It's been too long and I can't still remember what happened, the doctors said that it os temporary but it's been 10 years. I honestly doubt myself of it will still come back.

I examined the box hoping that a memory will flash in front of my eyes but like the usual, it's none. I can't even remember what is it's contents.

I brushed away the dust that covers it and opened it. Inside were bunch of photos and some papers with a CD in it.

I took out the photos first, the first few were all photos of Jin hyung sleeping, eating, or just some candid shots that I probably took. He looks so pretty. I looked at the back of the photo and saw a date behind it.

June 13, 2009 *at his house*

So I really liked hanging out in his house even before? Funny, because I still wanted to seven years ago when I was stupid and cried over Jungkook for over a year.

I continued browsing through the photos and looked at each date behind it. It seems to me that Jin and I spent a lot of time together because almost all of it were photos of him and me. But one particular image caught my attention. It was a photo of me and Jin hyung in our suits and we are in a garden kissing.

What the fuck!?

I flipped the photo and there is a note written in the back.

"One of our professors wedding. I vowed that I will marry this man that I am with."
- August 9, 2008

My hands are shaking and I quickly scanned everything that is inside, I saw more photos of me and Jin hyung. I also read the letters and it was all full of I love yous and promises of forever.

What the hell are we 10 years ago? It's clear that best friends don't celebrate anniversaries like this! But isn't Jungkook my man that time? What is happening!?

I took the CD out and it is unnamed except it's date, December 18, 2009 four days before the accident. Maybe it has something to do with all of these.

I grabbed my laptop and played it. The camera is shaky, but it's obvious that whoever took this is on the beach. The camera slowly panned to Jin hyung and he smiled so wide.

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