INDEFINITE ✔️✔️

∆ 30. IT BRINGS BACK YOU ∆

Taehyung's

Still the same. I know I've repeated those words about a couple of times already since we've met again today but what can I do? It's true.

I still hate seeing him cry, it still pains my chest a thousand times. I don't know what's gotten into me but I just pulled him close to me, there's nothing wrong with it right? His husband won't be mad, I didn't do anything that will ruin his life.

Hyung is peacefully sleeping in my chest. I played with his hair and my other arm is wrapped around him. I'll be contented with this. Holding him while he sleeps. It's just one time. I won't be able to do it again, I'll just reward myself and indulge in this forbidden pleasure.

"Hyung? Are you awake?" I tried talking to him even if I clearly know that he is already fast asleep. I waited for him to answer but he didn't. Good.

I planted a soft kiss on his head and whispered, "I love you, hyung. So much."

I can't say it to him face to face, that will just ruin everything and he wouldn't believe me, so I'll just say it in his sleep.

Jin hyung moved and I panicked.

Did he heard me?

Will he be mad?

No! That can't be!

What will I do?

He moved again a little bit and pressed his body closer to me. I'm still holding my breath, I shouldn't made that confession, what if he heard it? What will he think of me?

He moved his head going upward along with his hands and it rested on the other side of my shoulder and used it to pull himself up so he can settle his head on my shoulder that is unoccupied by his hand.

I tried looking at him and he is still asleep. Only then I've let myself breathe. Thank goodness he didn't hear it or I'll be damned.

We stayed like that for a long while, I think I also fell asleep until I was woken up by someone who opened the door. I opened my eyes and saw Dr. Jung entering the room.

"Sorry to disturb you, I just went here to give you the results of the test awhile ago." He handed me a brown envelope.

"I will leave now. Just look for me when you have some questions."

Maybe I'll read the results later when Jin hyung wakes up in the morning. "Uhm, Dr. Jung?"

"Yes?"

"Can you please hand me a pillow? Hyung might hurt his neck when he stayed in this position." He smiled and handed me the pillow that I asked for and left us again in the room.

I carefully made Jin hyung rest his head on the couch before detaching myself to him. I placed the pillow and carefully made him lie down. I also lifted his feet so he can sleep comfortably.

Even though I want that moment to last longer, I don't want him to feel awkward with me the next morning.

I searched for some extra blanket and luckily found one. I covered him with it.

"Goodnight, hyung."

I went outside and I saw a row of chairs in the waiting area just outside my son's room. I'm also sleepy so I decided I'll be okay with that as my bed for tonight. I used my arms as my pillow, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

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Seokjin's

"Jin, wake up."

I heard Yoongi's voice and I opened my eyes and noticed a blanket and a pillow.