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∆ 18. THE THINGS HE DO FOR LOVE ∆

Jungkook's

Today was December 04 it's our anniversary, also the day before pur supposed to be wedding. I was preparing a special dinner for me and Taehyung. I want us to celebrate this day. I want him to fully love me again.

I'm not dumb. I can see it. He is slowly slipping away. I needed to fight for him and I realized that hurting myself won't do me good. I need to show Taehyung that I'm strong and I'm the best choice.

I don't hate Jin hyung. Not at all, but I'm jealous of Taehyung's attention that he is getting. It was supposed to be mine and mine alone. I don't share what's mine.

I'm selfish but I will keep Taehyung for myself. I will put up a fight. I won't lose without doing anything.

I set the table and waited for him to come back. I was really excited. This is the first time since last year that I will be able to do it again for him.

Hours have passed and it's 10pm. He isn't home yet? What happened? I tried calling him but he is not answering. I texted him multiple times but he won't respond.

Did he left me? Is he so tired of taking care of me and decided to leave me without notice? Am I that unbearable?

I am drowning with thoughts but I choose to ignore them. I need to stay strong and fight the urge of hurting myself. I will wait for Taehyung.

Minutes have passed and he finally went home. I ran to greet him, and I saw him entering the house and his eyes were puffy and swollen.

"Tae, what happened? Are you okay? Why did you cried?" I cupped his face and looked at him. He just shook his head and went inside.

"Tae, I've prepared dinner for us. Do you know what date is it today? More specifically what we should celebrate?" I wanted to lift his spirits up and maybe this would help. I don't really know what he needs but maybe a little cheering up using his favorite food will do.

"Yes, I know what important event today is," I smiled automatically. He still remembers, and my heart leaps for joy. "Today is Jin hyung's birthday. He is turning 27 now. I wish I can celebrate with him and our supposed to be child but I can't. I'll sleep. Goodnight. Let's just talk tomorrow."

I know he didn't mean to say those last words, he looks so lost and I feel pity for him. I knew instantly that the fight I was going to battle already has a winner.

It has always been about Jin hyung. Even before it's about Jin hyung.

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Flashbacks ...

Five years ago

"Kook, I want you to meet Jin hyung." Taehyung the man of my dreams came to me, he's my best friend and I love him deeply.

"Hi, I'm Jungkook. Taehyung's best friend." I stretched out my hands to greet the man.

"Hi, I'm Jin. Call me Jin hyung." He smiled meekly and shook my hand.

"Come on hyung! Tell him you're my boyfriend! Don't be shy!" Taehyung urged Jin and pushed him.

Boyfriend? So they are together? What about me?

"Yes, Kookie. I'm his b-boyfriend." Jin stutter and blushed.

Fuck! I'm screwed.

Months turned to 2 years and I can see them be all over each other. I'm hurting and I'm mad. Jin is nice but I want Taehyung all for myself.

One day, they said that they would go on a vacation. I'm pissed but I have to act nice. I pretended it's okay. But it's not.

They always sends me photos and videos of them together as if rubbing to my face that they love each other so much.

I played nice until my moment came. They got into a terrible accident and lost both of their memories. I was in Taehyung's room and Jin's Dad was in his. He told me how he is against both of them and we made a deal.

The doctors said there is a chance for them to have an amnesia due to the heavy bump that hit their heads. Jin's Dad and I formulate a plan. If ever both of them lost their memories I will take over Jin's place. I will claim Taehyung and Jin will be the best friend.

Everything went well. They did not remember anything and no one around us told them anything because of Jin's father. He is a powerful man and threaten every student in the campus. Social media contents were wiped out. Nothing is left.

Jin and Taehyung believed that they are nothing but good friends that is close to each other.

I finally claimed Taehyung and he fell deeply in love with me. My parents knew about this and they were mad MAD. They did everything to make it right but nothing worked. I was too stubborn.

I manipulated everything and everything is going well until today. I can't believe that these two will pull each other like magnets. And I will not hesitate to pull them apart again.

I've done crazy shits for Taehyung and I won't regret those things. I did it because I love him so much. I thought I already stole him from Jin hyung but it looks like I didn't. My mistake is that I still let Jin hyung around Taehyung. That's my gravest mistake, now it's the consequences.

But I'm willing to do all possible things so I can win him over. He believed that he loves me before, I can do it again, as long as his memories are gone, I can do it all over again.