[Completed]
"Hey can i sit here" the boy wearing a white coat, carrying a grey red bag, highlighted with his round specs asked.
"Of course you can" said Jungkook moved his blue sky bag and made space for him.
It was their very first class in the m...
“Is anyone of you committed here? “ jin asked all of a sudden.
Jungkook shook his head vigorously “No, Never”.
All were laughing at his childish behavior “I had a girlfriend, but things did not get along well. So we broke up” yoongi said.
All looked at jin suspiciously “No, I’m not” Jin spoke.
“I had some crush but never into love “ Jimin spoke out.
“I’m not” Namjoon and hobi said at once. Jungkook turned towards tae" You loved someone tae?"Asked the statement more like a question.
“Well, I like a girl in my high school but she never even glanced a look at me”
Tae POV
I don’t feel comfortable with this topic. God please help me to get away from this place. I hate sharing my personal feelings. At the same time I don’t know how to ignore or lie to a question. “Guys, lets drop this. Let’s discuss something about our favorite food” jimin said. “Ohhh, mine isssss… … the chat continued.
But Im no longer into the topic. I’m simply putting my thoughts into words. I have this habit of writing for a pretty long time. Whatever sadness or anger it is, i feel better if i can write it like this, just i'm stubborn with sharing it with people so this is my way of letting all out. I don't trust people to much extent. And don't ask me why? I have my own reasons. And I fucking hate when people look through my books /writing. Thus I wrote something bold and perfectly on my short note book "The only owner and the only customer is ME".
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^ Tae's writing notes✍
I never want to become a Doctor. But this doesn’t mean I hate this profession, just that I like something else very much. I like writing very much and I wanna take literature. I wanna become an Author some day. Never mind that’s not gonna happen now. I’m here to just fulfill my parents happiness.
They never asked me what I want to become? What is my wish? What is my liking? They always decide it by themselves. But they care about me and my sister. They do all this for a secure future of mine. Thus, I did not oppose them and just got into this Profession.
My parents always expect me to be a perfect child, which i'm not. They never scolded me but I can see the disappointment in their eyes. For that, I tried to improve myself, to see the satisfaction in my parents face. But they never saw the pressure inside my soul. I too never showed them. I only let people know about me what they need to. At some point, this pressure inside me starts to develop and make me want to distance myself from others. I can’t pinpoint when this all started but I found myself more depressed and pressurized as the days passed. I started to pour my thoughts into my writing. I cried many nights cause no one is there to understand me. No one is there to accept me as I’m.
I know I felt super lonely for a very long time and being around people worsened it. I had superficial friendship with people, but I don’t have a close relationship with anyone, so I just feel like no one knew or understood me. I had to meet my emotional needs on my own, and that is why I felt lonely. That's all about me, now let's join the discussion
3rd POV
Little did tae doesn't know was that, the people he is surrounded by now are going to bring him to a new beautiful world.
