Rapper's Muse (Discontinued)

Thank You

Hey guys it's me BlackRoses647. I will be updating soon so don't think I forgot about you guys. But I haven't been open with you guys. So I'll tell you guys what been happening to me lately. So my biology mother lives in PA, and she hasn't stopped trying to come see me. I live in New Jersey. My parents are divorced and I live with my dad with my stepmother, my sister, my stepsister, stepbrother and my dog Lacey. But recently she's contacted me and I usually I would be happy to talk to her. This time I wasn't. I didn't want to talk to her because everytime she says she's going to visit me something always happens to ruin it. I'm just tired of being disappointed, I'm sick of being hurt everytime she can't come. Its like she kicks my heart in the ass everytime she says she can't come. 😔😔😢😢 But don't think my mom doesn't love me. She loves me to death. I feel like if I open up to her again she's just going to hurt me again. It's been too many times that this has happened to me. Everytime I think of her I feel sadness. So that's why I write stories. I get my anger, or sadness or whatever the hell I'm feeling out. But I know it's not the healthiest way to get things out because I still have most of it still bottled up inside. But I know I'll get through this. So I love you guys and thank you for just being there to support me. Also thank you for getting me up to 1.05K last night. I'm so lucky to have you guys. Love ya BlackRoses647. 😍😍😍😍😍😘😘😘😘😘😘😘😘

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