to the woman that gave birth to me,
thank you for making me hate myself,
thank you for always putting katherine before me. it's okay, i done better without you; i understand that i was an accident, i'm in a better place than i would have ever been now.
you don't care, you never cared.
it's fine, i'm fine on my own.
you didn't deserve a disappointment of a daughter like me.
you hurt me but you're my momma
i wish i could say i love you, but i don't.
that is your fault.
- j x
