to my "bestfriend"
thank you for making me kill myself.
you.
you were one of the reasons i ended my life,
you made me feel like i was attention-seeking.
yes at one point i loved you,
i thought of you as my sister but you left me for paisley.
you abandoned me,
left me with no one.
i was alone, i was a loner.
the girl who self harms, the girl who cuts herself for attention, the depressed girl.
you made me feel worse than i already did.
you hurt me,
i hope you feel guilty.
