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"I can't remember..", Taufan said as his voice trembles.

Somehow Ochobot, Ice and Hali is not really surprised with this statement.

But Taufan's other brothers is surprised with what they heard.

"What do you mean?-" , Blaze asked, he is panicked.

Ochobot sighed as he showed the data that he found inside the cave, "the combining process is indeed successful, but because of the little amount of the resource that was used,it cause an incomplete result..", He explained to them with a helpless voice.

All the brothers is staring at each other, they didn't know what to do.

Taufan frowned, maybe because of that 'incomplete' thingy, he feels so empty and his head hurts so much.

"Not only that, but your power is also.. not as powerful as before..", Ochobot said, he hesitated to say this, knowing how Taufan likes to be cruel to himself, but he is afraid if Taufan figure it out himself it will be more painful for him to accept.

Just as what he feared, Taufan's expression looks lost and a little bit sad. "...so i-", his words got cutted by Ice.

"Tell us, all the things that you remembered.", he said to Taufan.

He didn't want Taufan to be swallowed in his own negative thoughts right after he returned.

They all want Taufan to be at ease, and to be happy with them.

"..it feels like my mind is a kind of an unfinished puzzle." , Taufan said, his voice sounds deep as he feel scared about this stuff.

"..i feel like there's some puzzle pieces that is missing...", Taufan said, he tried so many time to remember the things he forgot.

But all he receive is a headache.

"It's okay Taufan, take it easy..", Gempa said as he patted Taufan's shoulder.

But he didn't realize that his own hand is slightly trembling too.

"But what if i will be a hinder in the mission? What if i will only endange-", his words got cutted by Gempa and Hali's sudden action.

They both pinch Taufan's cheeks, making Taufan surprised, his eyes got wider, "w-whaff a u doewin?"

Thorn and Blaze chuckled, "what are you saying?", they asked as he try to supress his laughter.

Gempa smiled at Taufan, "listen, Taufan.. you are never a hinder. Not even once.", he said to Taufan as he gently talk.

"Now you can tell us about what the things that you remembered?", he gently asked Taufan.

Taufan is still staring on him, his eyes is filled with confusion and desperation.

"I can remember about the old days when there's still five of us clearly..", Taufan said.

"But then everything feels like it's shattered.", Taufan said to them.

"Some memories feels so blurry... ", Taufan said.

"..in the memory, i can somehow remember that i greeted Thorn when he appeared, and also Solar when he appeared..", Taufan said as he try to remember everything he could.

"....and, uh.., when i have an argument with Solar...? Why am i so rude back then?", Taufan said as he could vaguely remember about his cold behavior toward Solar, but he couldn't remember the reason.

"I'm sorry Solar, i was so rude to you back then..", Taufan apologized to him as he feel guilty about his wrong doings.

"No, uhh..", Solar didn't know what to say.

He understand that Taufan was so harsh to him back then to prevent the tragedy and to protect them all.

But how to convey it with words?

"That was my fault back then, don't mind it.", he said to Taufan as he rubbed his own nape to easen his nerveousness.

Taufan sighed, "and after that.. my power got..weaker?", Taufan said as he still trying to remember.

"And then we faced the villain..", Taufan said to them.

All the elements except Blaze, Thorn and Taufan already grasped about what's going on.

"And due to my incompetence...uh, i died?", Taufan said.

To be honest he doesnt really remember about his own death, all he could remember is that he got stabbed on the lower chest.

"No it's not because of your incompetence!", Blaze said to Taufan.

"It's never because of your incompetence, weakness or whatsoever.", Hali said to Taufan as he pat Taufan's head.

"It's just..the villain is so freakin' strong and we are not so prepared..", Hali said to him.

If only we realized it sooner, and helped you maybe you wont die back then..

But knowing Taufan, if Hali said something like that, Taufan will only feel guilty even more.

Taufan could remember that he bid his farewell to his brothers.

He feel that something is empty after this, he know that something important is missing from his memories.

His heart feel hurts. It feels like he is longing for something.

"Why does it feels like i forget something so important?", Taufan asked desperately, his deep blue eyes seems hollow for a reason.

It's okay Taufan.", Ice said to Taufan.

"We will help you remember..", he said as he pat Mr.Shark thats still in Taufan's hug.

"And even if you don't remember, it's fine.", Ice said to him.

Solar tried to supress his embarassment, "..as long as you are together with us, with that memories or not, it doesn't matter." He said to Taufan.

Taufan is silent, "is it really okay?", Taufan asked, he feel that the 'missing' part of his memories is too important to be forgotten.

Thorn smiled brightly, "then, Gempa, me and Blaze will kidnap Taufan and show him around our spaceship~" , he said as he winked.

He created a bed from a soft bush with little flowers for Taufan, "now your highness, ride the carriage and i will guide you~" he said to Taufan.

"After all, this spaceship is our 'birthday gift' from father!", Blaze exclaimed cheerfully.

Taufan let out a confused noise, "birthday gift? This space ship?", he asked with a voice filled with a disbelief.

"Yes. A special birthday gift.", Hali said as he sneered, he still feel a little bit bitter inside his heart when he remembered how they got this 'birthday gift'.

Thorn winked at his other brothers, he knew that they have to discuss something.

Blaze and Thorn kidnapped Taufan and bring him to their room first.

Solar frowned, "...the lost memories is the one related to his reverse..right?", he asked his brothers.

Ice nodded, "he can't even remember his struggles.." , he said with a slightly sad voice.

Hali is silent, "the first timeline.. he forgot about that too..", he said to them.

"The contract he made with the reverse... he forgot it.", Gempa said.


//Author's note//

Im sorry for disappearing these past few days, i got a writer block (and i still have it till now) soo...

And also pls enjoy this chapter.

See u on the next chap!

Ps : not only revan, Taufan forgot about someone else too... and that person is...


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