I have been and always be writing just to test if i can translate what i have in my mind in two fucking languages
it won't change and I'll always be doing this for fun
Nothing more
And the journey i had with not maybe all of you (but still thank you who ever have been here even if it's just for a second)... I can't do anything but thank you all a lot.. That's all i can do but i can talk about how thankful i am to all of you.
Even if I'm not updating any other book right now or like you see, this book has come to an end long time ago (took like a year to finish but anyways) the numbers didn't stop increasing and it's...
Idk really makes me happy of course but it gives me more of a 'okay you're good but there's still more you have to go through, you have to try' you know? (bt- no)
And i will, i will try harder but what i mean by that it doesn't mean I'll update nonstop, just like everyone i have my privacy, i have my own life out of here.
I did feel sometimes not good enough but all i just did was just take my time and rest a week, a month, maybe two.
And I'll still continue it for sure just like how i can't promise if I'll be updating tonight, tomorrow, in a week, i can't promise a deadline for my hiatus too.
But i won't stop writing, it's fun, I'm trying to add drama, love, mystery but jokes too in every thing i write and that's how it keeps me here in Wattpad honestly.
Like every time i said and will say, I'm not an author, I'm not a successful one to be looked up I'm no near any of that I'm just an entertainer for you and ofc for myself.
I have gone through so much stuff between 2018 and 2019 and Wattpad was one difficult one of these things, i would get panicked what if i won't finish it? What if i forget? What if it's not good enough?
I always left notes and comments under to make sure whoever was waiting, expecting things.
It stressed me out but after months, everything is good.
I may not be updating fast like i used to do but taking my time.
If it's not good enough, I'll think on it more but if it won't change then I'll let it be.
Because I'm not a professional and I'm aware of it, if it brings a little smile to me then it's all good to go.
Away from all of this, i have never faced bad people criticized me, talked shit about me or told me to hurry up.
I can protect myself, what i meant by not facing is just here under what i work on ofc i had faced people like this before in different times and places but learnt not to let them take over me and even if i had seen anyone trying here I'd have defended myself so don't worry.
It's just, everyone was okay with me, told me i was doing great even wonderful, even if it's not the 'best' hell, i don't want that. Everything is cool like this, nothing will change.
Thank you for sticking with me, even if you just added this to your library and finished reading recently...
Thank you❤️❤️
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