independent • soonhoon (completed)

• seven •

(a/n y'all know the drill, soonyoung is bold, jihoon is italics)

gooooood morninggggg

why are you up and texting me

morning classes dummy

fair but why are you texting me

i was wondering if you're back today y'know for lunch

yeah ill be there

sweet also can i ask you something

i guess

why did you text me saying you're pregnant and im the dad last night?

idk what you're talking about

you sure?

yeah i don't even see it in the message logs

ig you're right, do you want a ride

jihoon wanted to say yes, he did not feel like walking after nonstop puking from the last two days. yet he didn't want anyone getting and ideas about him and soonyoung.

no i'll walk

aw how comeeee

you don't wanna ruin your straight boy reputation, right? everyone knows im gay

i doubt me giving you a ride will hurt that

im walking. i don't wanna end up getting beat up by some other seniors because i got a ride from you, we're already pushing it going to lunch. gotta go, bye.

oh okay bye

soonyoung sighed and put his phone down next to him. he hated to admit it but jihoon had a point, the senior girls didn't take too kindly to lowerclassman boys or girls being with upperclassmen. soonyoung just began on his drive to school with his head full of worry.

jihoon was walking in the somewhat chilly weather as it was around time where it transitions from winter to spring. he had on a jacket but wished he had worn a coat as it was colder that day. jihoon watched for small ice spots on the sidewalk but sometimes missed them and nearly fell which always made him nervous.

he was standing at a crosswalk waiting for the symbol to turn green when he made eye contact with the driver in the car. it was soonyoung. soonyoung's face lit up and he waved while jihoon just looked away and began walking across the road. he was walking until he hit an ice patch he didn't see, then he fell straight onto his ass.

soonyoung got out of his car since it was a red light and scurried over until he hit the same spot and fell right next to jihoon. soonyoung began laughing while jihoon just had a scowl on his face.

"what the hell are you doing? get back in your car," jihoon scalded soonyoung who just pouted and got up and helped jihoon up then returned to his car.

"why does he dislike me so much?" soonyoung thought aloud as he sat in his car and watched the boy walk, unaware that the light was green.

he was taken out of thought by another driver honking at him telling him to go. soonyoung snapped out of it and began his drive the rest of the way to school still wondering about jihoon.

jihoon finished his walk to school and was greeted by the warm air. he took a deep breath and began his walk to his first class of the day. his ass hurt from falling which made it uncomfortable to sit in chairs. jeonghan noticed him squirming around and asked if he was okay but jihoon just ignored him.

jihoon wanted to collapse into jeonghan's arms for a hug and some comforting words. he wanted help and wanted to tell soonyoung that he was pregnant and needed help but jihoon didn't want to be the whore of the school. he had two more years and he wanted to make it alone.

when lunch rolled around soonyoung waited by the main doors looking around for jihoon. jihoon came down the stairs alone and didn't look too happy which made a small frown appear onto soonyoung's face.

"what's wrong jihoon?" soonyoung asked when jihoon approached him.

"nothing," jihoon said as he was practically holding back tears, he was so overwhelmed and lonely.

"okay.. let's go, alright?" soonyoung said with a smile and wrapped an arm around jihoon's shoulder and to his surprise the short boy didn't shake it off.

the two were sitting in a cafe somewhat far from the campus and jihoon was drinking a hot chocolate, he heard that caffeine was bad when pregnant. soonyoung found it odd that jihoon was drinking a hot chocolate, he really seemed like a coffee person.

"you seem more like a coffee person, what's with the hot chocolate?" soonyoung asked and jihoon just sighed.

"im pre- well uh it's really cold out and i already had a cup this morning," jihoon said nearly slipping up and fumbled out a lie about having a cup this morning. soonyoung didn't believe him but just hummed in response.

jihoon had a little sandwich while soonyoung had some soup. the two sat across from each other but didn't talk much. jihoon wasn't even totally sure why soonyoung had asked him to lunch in the first place but jihoon was also in the fault for agreeing.

"is there anything you wanted to talk about?" jihoon asked and looked up to soonyoung who was eating his soup.

"no not really i guess i just missed you- wait not like that don't get mad," soonyoung panicked and jihoon sighed. he couldn't tell if soonyoung meant he missed his presence of missed his ass but either way it sort of left a pang on his heart.

it felt nice to be missed in a way that soonyoung cared about him but if he just missed his ass and the one time they had sex then it hurt far more in a way worse way. jihoon just looked down and began to fiddle with his hands.

"i don't mean that i missed sex- i- fuck.. i'm sorry jihoon," soonyoung apologized as jihoon just looked up.

"it's okay," jihoon had been used before so even if soonyoung was lying it was fine. yet to jihoon it didn't seem like soonyoung was lying, he sort of seemed to really care about jihoon.

"is there anything you want to talk about?" soonyoung asked with a smile and jihoon sighed.

what if he just said it? what if he just told him and left? he could just say it then never see soonyoung again so that he could get the dumb boy out of his head? jihoon just sighed and began to fiddle with his hands again. soonyoung reached across the table and cupped his face with one hand and looked into his eyes which caused jihoon's face to blush.

"i- i don't think so," jihoon replied and soonyoung nodded letting go of jihoon's cheek. he hadn't blushed like that in a while.

"look at the time! we should get back!"

• author's notes •

zoo wee mama this is a long chapter, im probably gonna delay jihoon telling soonyoung for a few more chapters im not really sure yet im just going with the flow.. this chapter just seemed too early y'know

anyway i hope you guys enjoyed!!

-lilly