Finally Found

Chapter 7 • Nightmare

I was running home in the pouring rain trying to get there before he does, I tried to get my teacher to let me leave early and to have the conversation another time but she wouldn't she claimed to be worried for my safety when in reality she was putting my safety in harm, whether she knew it or not.

I turned the corner to get to my beaten and battered house but stopped when I saw his car already in the driveway, well half in the driveway have on the lawn, he only parked like that when he was drunk. I knew I was already dead, I was supposed to be home half an hour ago and have his dinner ready for him. Part of me contemplated turning around and just running away from this nightmare I call life.

I took slow steps up my front porch, before hesitantly opening the door only to be met by silence, something that never happens and I'm terrified. I feel like a mouse foolishly walking into the lions den.

Silently I made my way into the living room to see broken glass all over the floor. Well this can't be good.

"Well well well look who finally came home." I jumped like 5ft into the air before turning around I can already feel myself shaking and my heart speeding up, I can already feel the tears coming just because I know what's gonna happen. Breathing already hurts because of the last punishment he gave me.

He walked closer to me with a smile on his face, except it wasn't the normal smile he gave me when I was a kid. this one was that evil smile he gave me when he was about to do something pure evil and I couldn't keep the tears at bay anymore already thinking about the outcome.

"I...I'm s..sor...sorry please." I tried to plead and beg for him not to do what he was about to, but I knew it was going in one ear and out the other and that he was about to do it anyway.

"Don't beg it makes you look pathetic. And besides you know better than to come home late, now you and I both know you deserve this punishment." With that said he grabbed me by my hair before throwing me into the wall. My body hurt so bad, I couldn't breathe it was more like I was wheezing, and I couldn't see because of the tears temporarily blinding my eyes.

He grabbed my neck and dragged me to the beat up couch that smelled like beer and vomit and threw me down on it, I knew it was pointless to fight back since he was twice the size of me but I knew what he was gonna do so I kicked my feet out hoping to hit him somewhere. I got in one good kick in his stomach but that didn't detour him he just simply held my legs and arms down.

He grabbed my shirt and ripped it in half before just simply looking at me with lust filled eyes, it made me disgusted that he was looking at me like that, I was disgusted with my self that I couldn't get out of it, that I just half to sit here while he does whatever he wants with my body.

He started kissing down my neck before stopping at my collar bone and sucking and biting hard, I would say it hurt but that's a lie, I don't feel anything physically or emotionally. I just feel broken.

I didn't even know what he was doing to me, I didn't feel like I was even here it was like I was standing on the opposite side of the room just watching it happen to me unable to do anything.

Unable to look away while he continues to take everything from me. While he takes my body while trapping me in my mind, and while he takes my voice because he knows that I will never say anything to anyone about this, because he knows that I'll feel so disgusted with myself that I wouldn't want anyone to know and he'll take advantage of that.

I can feel the tears blurring my eyes and the burn in my chest that comes every time I breathe.

I feel his hands wandering to places I don't want anyone's hands going. I feel him unbuttoning my pants before ripping them down my legs, I feel his breath come across my face as he-