"You can't even count the number of times I've inwardly had you pregnant"
Don't ignore the book because of the description.
Highest ranking: #8 in FANFICTION, #1 in JIMIN
Published: 24 August 2020
I made my way out of the university and made sure that I wasn't close to crying. Reaching late actually resulted in missing out on one of the most important papers. People like me don't care much about grades but this was something worth bothering for and on top of that I missed her. I felt raindrops on my head and then gazing up at the sky I saw black clouds. Duh, what else to expect in June, the day couldn't get worse. It started drizzling but it soon got converted into heavy rain. By the time I was about to enter my apartment Jungkook ran to me.
"Hey what happened, why are you drenched?" he whisper yelled a hint of saddness visible in his eyes.
"It's raining outside." I sighed tiredly, I wasn't in a mood to talk about any damn thing. Hell I just want to cry myself to sleep.
"I know that. You could've brought an umbrella. Now tell me what's wrong and where's Seoyun?" he asked worriedly.
"About seoyun I don't know where she is and there is nothing wrong with me." I tried to hide my almost blurry vision.
"Caught in a lie." well he got me there.
"Why would I lie? I really don't know where Seoyun is." Trying my best to drift away from the topic but miserably failing.
"No you're lying about your mood" he moved his hands from his pocket to my shoulder not caring about the fact that I was wet.
"Look my mood is not very-" I started but got interrupted by a ringtone
"It's mine hold on." He picked up the phone. He nodded and hummed while speaking to the person who was on the other side of the line.
"Hey I gotta go, something came up just go and change your clothes and eat something okay?" he asked and I nodded.
He left and I made my way to the elevator. I reached to my door and started entering the security code for unlocking the door when a voice I wanted to ignore at this moment interrupted.
"You look like a motherfreaking train wreck." I know that very well you don't have to remind me. I turned around and saw Jimin leaning against the wall.
"No not today, Jimin I'm not in a mood." I told him in a weak voice.
"What happened?" he said while walking towards me, placing his hand on my forehead "okay, you're running with fever" he said while scratching his nape.
"Midget, then why are you so close to me just stay away or else you'll also catch a fever." I shoved him away and then locked my door. I was feeling cold. Grabbing the towel I approached the bathroom. After cleaning myself up I decided to drag myself into the kitchen and eat something. The cleaning process which I thought would make me feel better was actually working against it, putting on dry clothes was helping but I was shivering with cold even in this heat. I decided to just sleep.
But then I sensed and heard footsteps? I questioned myself and opened one of the drawers and took out a big knife. Rather than locking myself in, I made a decision to check the whole house. What if it's just my false intuition? I went to the main door to check if it was locked and it was.
"Your security code is too obvious." that voice startled me. And I turned my back just to see that smurf. "Jungkook's phone number seriously?" he continued.
"Seoyun set that up and you don't have basic manners, you don't enter someone's house just because you're a freaking thief" I exclaimed and kept the knife back in the drawer.
"Actually you do. Go rest. You're shivering, I'll make some ramyeon for you." he responded and I did that. Why did I follow his orders? I tried to warm myself up and after that all I remember is my eyes just shut down.
'Yeona, Jin I love you remember that. More than anything in the world' It was the same dream. No it can't be
"Hey wake up, have some food and then sleep." it was Jimin. "Why the long face huh? You're the first person I'm cooking for." he trailed off. I rubbed my eyes and sat up straight he sat in front of me on the edge of the bed. I still had reminisces of her, even after two years.
"No it's not that it's just-" and then I lost it. I could feel water pooling in my eyes. All the memories flashed through my mind at the speed of light. I miss her.
"Hey what happened?" He quickly set the bowl aside. His voice, tender and soft as he pulled me into a hug and then my eyes went niagara falls. Warm tears started to stream down my face as I attempted my literal best not to so badly, at least in front of him. He was familiar, so familiar that I couldn't come to the terms of trusting him.
"My head hurts, I can't breathe, I'm feeling cold." I muttered while crying myself out in his embrace. I couldn't control myself.
"It's okay, shush." he was stroking my hair while writing something on my back because drawing circles would be too obvious. His scent, I have smelled this before; I just couldn't remember when.
"See I spoiled your t-shirt." I said, my voice heavy with tears. He wiped my tears with his hand. I was feeling so weak, what would he think about me? He'll definitely think that I'm a crybaby which I wasn't, at least not in hundred years.
"It's okay. You're not a crybaby okay? It's okay to let your feelings out, you're not weak okay?". At that moment I felt like he read my mind and my eyes went wide. His arms wrapped tightly around my waist and mine around his neck. My face buried in his chest. I didn't know how but there was something in him which made me feel safe and warm.
"I'll get you some medicine, wait here and eat this." He said while pointing at the bowl. He freed me out of his grip and I smelled his musk cologne on my skin. His scent was lingering on me.
"Here take this" he said while passing me some pills and I quickly swallowed them with water.
"Thanks a lot Jimin." I gave him a smile.
"Anything for you babe." he winked. "I'll leave now good night."
"Night" I trailed off and he left. I got out of the bed and took out some polaroids out of the drawers and took one of them in my hand. It was a pic of me, Jin and our mom.
"How's life going on in heaven mom? I'm good if you're asking just not well. I miss you more than anything in the world. Happy death anniversary."
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