a smile creeps across my face as I go down the stairs to answer the door.
Jonathan stands there with a goofy smile.
I pull him into the house, wrapping my arms around his neck as he does the same to my waist. He rests his forehead against mine
"I missed youuu."
"I missed you tooo."
Jonathan pokes his lips out for a kiss so I kiss him. I love that this is a regular thing and I've missed him like crazy. He had to go out of town for a few shows, I had to work. It's been a few days.
"Mmmm." He pulls me closer to him as we continue kissing.
I gently nibble his bottom lip before pulling away and he pecks my lips.
"How has your day been?"
He kisses my neck a bunch instead of answering and I giggle.
"Jonathan."
"It's been ight. I'm tired tho"
"Yeah?"
"Yea, I'm exhausted." He lays his head on my shoulder.
"Let's take a nap then."
"Alright let's go." He holds my hand and we walk to my room, he takes some of his clothes off and chains and sits them on a nightstand, grabbing me by my waist and pulling me into bed with him.
After a while he falls asleep cuddled up against me.
I start thinking to myself. I really like Jonathan, but I couldn't put us into one word if I wanted to. He makes me really happy, I love talking to him, cuddling up with him, kissing him. He's not my boyfriend though, and we're past talking phase type shit. If Imma get hurt by a guy he better at least be my guy.
I wonder if he's entertaining other chicks, he ain't my nigga so he has every right, but that still doesn't sit right with me if he said he tryna fuck with me and only me, not that we've fucked already I'm no dumb hoe.
