just for you (years 5-7)

chapter 8

July 1, 1996

what changed? what fucking changed that now all of a sudden i can't be a part of your life.

you've done hundred of stupid things, draco malfoy, but this by far is this most idiotic.

you can't just cut people out when life gets rough. i know, trust me i know, you're going through some really tough shit right now, but it's nothing i can't handle. you're not going to "drag me down with you" or whatever other bullshit excuse you've come up with to convince yourself this is a good idea.

i refuse.

yeah that's right. i refuse to believe it's over. we've been through too much for that.

you fought so fucking hard for me, through half of fourth year and all of fifth, to what? throw it all away in the matter of one? fucking? sentence?

you're unbelievable.

i hope you know that.

yet somehow, as pissed as i am at you, i still fucking love you. that's the most hilarious part.

how many shitty things do you have to do to me before i don't fucking love you anymore? part of me thinks i'll never know the answer to that.

so you better answer this fucking letter. if you're not crawling up my front porch steps by tomorrow morning begging for forgiveness i'm going to hex you into the next century.

love you i guess,

y/n

July 2nd, 1996

hello again. i realize the letter i sent yesterday probably came off quite harsh, but the sentiment still stands. i'm working out what hex would be best right now.

whatever's going on draco, you can tell me. i know your father's screwed up- big time, but that doesn't change you. that doesn't change us. you're still the same, just with a few more knicks and bruises

let me know what's going on. i've been wracking my brain and still can't figure out what could've changed, what could've happened to warrant this reaction

i miss you, please answer

y/n

July 5th, 1996

i know your father's trial is tomorrow, and even though you haven't wrote back (fuck you), i still figured i should wish you luck.

so good luck.

hope it goes well.

y/n

July 12th, 1996

just know that the only reason i haven't come to hex you yet is because my mum won't let me out of the house. she says it isn't safe. no shit sherlock.

she's worried about you. so am i.

i hope you're okay

y/n

July 15th, 1996

stop writing me. i won't- i can't tell you what's going on. just trust me, you don't want to know.

d.m.

July 16th, 1996

so you finally reply and it's that ominous bullshit? i fucking hate you draco malfoy

that's a lie. i don't hate you. i should hate you by now, i really, really should. you deserve it.

i don't care if you think you can't tell me. you can. and you will.

y/n

July 17th, 1996

they're watching my letters idiot. i'm not telling you jack shit.

d.m.

July 18th , 1996

they? who's they?

see? i'm already starting to break you. secret's not safe for long, malfoy

y/n

July 21st, 1996

fine, i won't pry. but at least write back.

y/n

July 22nd, 1996

i saw the article in the prophet about the ministry searching your house, hope you're alright.

i've abandoned the idea of hexing you, i will fucking kill you if you don't write back

y/n

July 24th, 1996

charming, y/l/n. send me death threats now? don't worry, you're not the only one

d.m.

July 25th, 1996

you're getting death threats?

y/n

July 27th, 1996

theo and i are going to diagon alley on the 1st to get school things. it's my only chance out of the manor. i can meet you there. still don't plan on telling you anything though, but that'll give you a chance to kill me

please do

d.m.

July 28th, 1996

you didn't answer my last question

y/n

July 29th, 1996

you didn't answer mine

d.m.

July 29th, 1996

i asked first

y/n

July 30th, 1996

are you going to come or not?

d.m.

July 31st, 1996

fuck you

i'll see you tomorrow

y/n

July 31st, 1996

can't wait

d.m.

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see i'm not pulling a dear draco

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