My Fiancé is not a Good Boy [ Completed ]

Epilogue

The Final Chapter

Achilles's Pov

Do you ever feel like a stone. Your living yet you can't do anything.

I grow up doing everything for my family. I need to be responsible because that what should I do. I need to learn every single things about business.

It's hard especially when you know that your just doing it because you need to, not because you love it.

But when my parents told me that I need to marry the daughter of Mr. Del Valle, my sister's best friend. It's like they broke the stone within me. I got crushed into tiny particles and I can't do anything but to agree.

Sinubukan kong intindihin sila dahil alam kong kung hindi ako papayag ay si Ashley ang pipilitin nilang mag pakasal sa lalaking hindi naman nito mahal. At yun ang ayaw kong mangyari. Ayaw kong masaktan ang kapatid ko, mas pipiliin ko pang ako na lang.

Things got more complicated when I saw Pearl on our hacienda. It's was so funny that she tried to run away but still end up together with me.

There is a time I would ask my self. Could I do the same that Pearl do? Could I just take away everything and run away? That when I realized I'm not brave as Pearl.

I don't know when but I just realized, nahulog na ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung paano basta naramdaman ko na lang na mahal ko na siya, siguro dahil nakikita ko yung mga bagay na hindi nakikita ng iba sa kanya.

Everything is almost perfect. Pearl ang I living almost what a couple do. Those time is a treasure, I cannot wish anything.

Pero tama nga sila, walang relasyong perpekto. Darating ang panahon na susubukin ang relasyon ninyo.

At yun ang hindi namin inasahan pareho. Even though it's hurt, iniwan ko siya dahil yun ang alam kong tama.

Masakit lalo na dahil naka tingin lang ako sa kanya habang lumalakad siya palayo.

Alam kong mali ako dahil pinaniwala ko siya sa mga kasinungalingan ko.

Nung araw na umalis sya, God's know how I wanted to go there and stop her. Pero hindi ko ginawa, pinanood ko lang siya habang sumasakay sya ng eroplano.

I missed so much to the point that I want to stop searching lola Amalia and just follow her. Pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko. I need to do this to protect her.

Mas lalo pang lumala ang lahat ng kinailangan naming mag panggap ni Elysse na engage upang mapaniwala si Lola Amalia nang sa ganon ay sumuko na siya.

Alam kong kapag nalaman niya ito ay mas lalo siyang masasaktan pero wala akong magawa dahil iyon ang pinaka mainam na gawin noon.

Years after sumuko na si Lola Amalia sa mga authority. Akala ko maibabalik ko na ang lahat sa dati.

Pumunta ako ng New York upang kausapin. Hoping that I could fix our broken relationship. But when I saw her, smiling and happy together with her new found friends. I realized she already move on. Ako na lang ang kumakapit sa relasyong ako rin naman ang sumira. Kaya kahit na masakit, bumalik ako ng Pilipinas.

I tried to change and move on, but I can't, I really can't forget her.

Until her graduation came. I just only want to watched her. Achieving her dreams and goals.

Nung araw na yon, mag damag lang akong sumunod sa kanya. Untip night came, lasing na lasing na sya, kasama yung kaibigan niya.

She was so wasted, shouting my name as if she know I was there listening to her. Mas masakit kasi alam kong nag kamali na naman ako. Kagaya ko hindi pa rin siya nakaka move on, nandun pa rin yung sakit na naidulot ko sa kaniya.