fifty shades of minsung~

chapter ten

third person pov;

the morning went by too fast for jisungs comfort, and it was already 1:30. he had been dreading lunch all day, and he wished he could just bail and say 'nevermind'. but he couldn't, he wanted to know more about this bdsm thing.

not going to lie, he had done a little research on it.. and he wasn't exactly jumping from eagerness. he was curious, couldn't deny that, but he couldn't help but have a swarm of questions bottled up in his pretty little head. that's why he needs to talk about it with minho.

"jisung? are you ready for lunch?" minho was standing at the door of his office with a smirk and his hands in his pockets.

jisung gulped and nodded his head timidly before standing from his seat and following minho out.

"we're going to eat in, if thats okay? i had jeongin order food for us." minho motioned towards the table and couch in the corner of his office. there was enough food for two people and drinks that haven't been touched.

jisung sat down on the couch and minho followed his movements, but sitting next to him, rather closely. minho gestured towards the food, telling jisung to start eating before they talk.

the younger was kind of thankful for this because it meant he wouldn't have to talk quite yet. so he took his time eating, making sure to chew somewhat slowly and 'savor the taste', you know?

minho noticed and couldn't help but let out a small laugh, "you really are trying to avoid this conversation, aren't you?" he set his food down onto the table.

jisung swallowed the food in his mouth and also set his food down, "i-it's not that.. i'm just nervous i guess.." he looked down and began to play with his fingers.

minho set his hand on jisungs hands, "don't be. im not going to do anything to make you uncomfortable. we're just going to talk. you can ask me whatever you want and i will answer honestly." he gave a soothing smile that helped jisung a lot to calm down.

"okay.." jisung took a deep breath and let himself relax, "i don't really know where to start.."

"well, do you understand what i meant when i asked you that?" minho raised his eyebrow.

"a-at first, no. but i did some research.." jisung felt embarrassed and tilted his head downwards.

minho took jisungs chin in between his thumb and index finger to raise his head, "don't be embarrassed. you needed to know what i meant." he reassured.

"right.. well i would like to know more about w-what exactly we would be doing.." jisung tried to keep eye contact, he still felt stupidly embarrassed and didn't want minho to know.

"well it's a lot to talk about.. so i'm going to put this simply. we aren't going to really talk about the things, but i will ask if it's okay with you before hand. like for example, we could be having sex, and i'll ask you before or during if you might want to try a toy of mine." minho talked with his hands making small movements.

jisung thought for a second, and bit down on his lip as he furrowed his eyebrows, "what would i get out of this?" he asked somewhat nonchalantly.

"me." minho said bluntly with a soft smile.

"what do you mean?"

"heh.. what i mean is we will technically be together. boyfriend and boyfriend, if that's what you would like?" minho raised his eyebrows.

"b-boyfriends?" jisung spurted out.

"yes. i will treat you like any other boyfriend would. i'll take you out on dates whenever you would like, drive you home, neither of us will be seeing anyone else besides each other, but that's if you agree to become my submissive." minho implied calmly.