Jj Imagines

One night pt 3

"i love you" jj blurts out 
why is this day getting worse 

"and i think about you all the time" he finishes before i have a chance to respond 

"what? ever since that night on the beach" i hiss 

"yes" he answers 

"oh my god" i put my hands up to my head 

this can not be happening i mean can not 

"look i know we both hated each other before but-"

"there are no buts jj this" i gesture between us 

"can not happen we were made to hate each other, not have a one night stand and fall in love and i already have enough problems as it is" i exclaim

finding out if i'm pregnant or not 

"what problems please tell me, i know i was a douche but we can start over and be-"

"and be what?. friends?" i finish for him 

"well why not" jj shrug's

"because jj" i breathe in before answering 

"because after that night i have had symptoms"

jj laughs and i mean literally laughs 

"what you have symptoms of what a virus?"

i mentally face palm myself 

"no idiot i think i might be pregnant"

his laughing exterior stops and he looks at me 

"are you like serious"

i nod 

"have you took a test"

i shake my head no 

"i was going to go get one right now"

"i will come with you" jj says grabbing my hand 

"jj what are you doing" as i try to let go of the grip he has on me 

"let's say this baby is real okay, i don't want to be those guys who run away from their problems  okay i already have done that and i don't want to do it again when your life is on the line alright that's why i'm doing this i don't want to lose you. and since we are already in kook territory it's best if we act like a couple now stop struggling against me and hold my hand y/n"

my breath gets caught in my throat

He always had feelings for me 

just never showed it 

"is that what you really mean jay"

he nods curtly 

"of course i will never ever let anybody or anything hurt you. iv'e never felt that way about anyone". 

he grips my hand tightly squeezing it reassuringly before finding put what out future holds 

For the both of us