Jj Imagines

toxic relationships

I wake up by someone laying in right next to me
I squint my eyes from the sun and see jj pulling the covers over him
Getting out of the bed I turn to him
"So where were you last night"
My morning voice takes over
"Kegger"
He groans
I nod walking out of the room
He chases after me
"Look y/n it was one party"
I whip around
"One party"
I say sternly
He nods
"I think you have been to more partys than just one"
"Why is this such a big deal"
"Because I love you"
I blurt out
He scoffs
"You don't love me its high-school stop acting like were going to get married"
He says
I freeze
"This"
He gestures between me and him
"Is just temporary you only love the idea of me or what maybe being seen my me you will never love me"
He says sternly
"I can't do this anymore"
He blurts out
I turn to him
"Aren't you tired of being messed with"
I ask
"Sure"
He remarks
"Because I am"
I say then slam the door shut

Parties and parties later im hanging out with sarah and rafe at midsummers night
He goes off to do whatever rafe Cameron does and me and sarah are dancing till someone taps me on the shoulder I turn around seeing jj with cuts and bruises all over his face
He hands me a note and winks
I part my mouth hoping to say something mostly saying why he wants to get back together.

This is always what we do we get in a fight saying were done and then he asks to hookup and we go back to our normal days

He leaves when I don't say anything
Someone else taps me on the shoulder I whip around seeing sarah
I hum
"Who was that"
She asks concern
"Waiter"
I hiccup
She nods going over to the balcony
Heading inside of the building I climb up the stairs to the roof and lay there the breeze hitting my hot skin from dancing so much
The weight besides me shifts and I see jj
"What do you want"
I asks
"Your drunk"
He sounds surprised
I hum in response
He looks at me and I look at him
He leans in closer trailing his fingers up my body
My breath hitches
"I missed you"
He whispers in my ear putting my hand on his chest I breathe out he scoots closer closing the gap between us his sloppy kiss grants access to my mouth when he swipes his tongue across my bottom lip he climbs on top of me gripping my thighs
I start attacking his neck kissing it one thing leads to another
And we end up in the same bed the next day.

His strong arms droop around my naked body pulling me closer to him
The door knocks and I swat his hands away from me

Struggling to put on my clothes
I yank the door open
Revealing the pogues
They barge in
"Come on in why dont you"
I mumble to myself
"JJ"
kie shouts
He comes down and they all go to the porch talking about the royal merchant
I follow and sit down across from jj not paying attention to him he raises his eyebrows at me
"Why is she here"
Kir scolds
"I mean your in my house"
I point to myself continuing on
"I have a right to know jj already told me what your doing so"
Kie cuts me off
"So you told her I thought this was our thing a pogue thing"
She retorts
I sigh
Standing up
"Im gonna leave let yell chat"
I say sarcastically
Jj sighs rubbing his hand over his chin
"Shes a handfull"
Kie scoffs
"Dude she obviously cares about you why dont you make an effort to do the same"
Pope interferes
"You obviously use her for sex"
John b takes popes side
"So she does the same"
Kie takes jjs side
"She just does that because that's the only thing jj likes"
Pope declares
"Look i dont know what's going on okay",
Jj stands up
"What happened this time"
John b says
"She said I love you"
Jj blurts out
Everyone stays silent
"Please say something"
Jj pleads his hand collapses together
"Okay what did you say"
"We got in an argument"
Pope face Palms
"About what"
He says harshly
"About how she doesn't love me"
Jj and pope groan
"You guys are toxic"
Kie says
"You think"
Jj says

I'm not going to make a part 2 because its toxic so its always going to be like this so no point 🙃