Jj Imagines

Hurt

I loved hurting boys. 

Mentally, i could never lay a hand on somebody even if it was a boy. But the thing is i enjoyed seeing their eyes flash from cocky to pain, i destroy their ego and tear all their walls down one by one. I would wait, wait for the right moment, even if it took a long time, they would equally play the game back but i enjoyed it. i really did. 

It made my own game hard, it gave me a challenge. sometimes i would have to play the innocent girl who didn't know if she was getting played or not. Even on a island like this not a lot of people knew me, i would usually go after tourons anyone who wasn't familiar with the area. or what the people were really like in the Outerbanks.

That's until a certain blonde boy changed my perspective of love 

No remorse was my code that i stuck by, i would have no remorse for the friend that i manipulated, don't get me wrong i will always be with you through thick and thin and care for you, but if you say anything wrong just once my whole mood changes. i will do anything in my well being to destroy your exterior. seeing the shocked expression on their faces, the shimmering eyes looking back at me as they tried to hide how they truly feel. 

At first it was frustrating i wanted to see their raw emotion, to feel their pain, they brought this up on themselves getting too close to me, but with time i had no hurry. no desire to go somewhere. 

Until that same blonde took all of my time 

You can say i was after people's souls mostly boys. i never really hurt a girl, expect for one 

Sarah Cameron she manipulated me first, embarrassed me first, changed my sweet soul into a dark one. That's who i got it from 

The Darkness 

But that same blonde boy with the blue orbs, the one who had one scent that attracted every girl, how he only stayed with his group of friends, had no care in the world. I wanted that  but Sarah took it all away 

At first we were the ones that ruled the kooks you can say she was the princess and i was her assistant, we were the unstoppable duo, she was the bad cop i was the good 

We brought balance to each other 

Made sure we never went over the line 

Got out of control 

But one faithful night, i finally had my family, i had a boyfriend, my life was pitch perfect 

She slept with my boyfriend, he fell in love with her, left me to go to her and she turned him down, then she made my family in debt to the Cameron's my dad bought drugs from the only other Cameron who only used drugs for a living. 

That's how my obsession started, i never slept with them 

No i wasn't liked that. it would get to a certain point where they would want too but no i was not like that.

I wanted to burst their ego into a million pieces and that's exactly what i did 

JJ at first had a huge ego, would brag about everything to everyone. He would make sure he was on top and i enjoyed a little competition once in awhile 

it never happened often and that's how i fell in love with him 

After my first goal which was to destroy the Cameron's name which was successful 

I moved on too, i don't know play the game i usually play there were no tourons during this time of year 

maybe a few here and there