Jj Imagines

Admire

while she helped around being the perfect little girl every one desired, he watched her in disgust.  did they even know who she really was?

No they did not 

And although he wanted to see her rot in hell for being so perfect, Everybody knew how he really felt by how they saw him always looking for her in a crowd and when he saw her perfect smile he would instantly get enraged. 

Why?

he couldn't quite put it to words 

Why did he feel this way?

she cared about everything, i mean she was perfect. but him, he cared about nothing. Sometimes on rare occasions he would see her standing up for herself, against all the bad guys 

Alone 

getting pushed around and them eye-fucking her like she was an object now that made jj enraged. No matter how many times he tries to ignore her, he seems to be the one saving her getting her out of the messes she didn't mean to cause. 

Taking care of the guys later on giving them a piece of his mind. 

Everyone could see right through jj, no matter how guarded he really was his close friends could see right through him 

Well almost everyone. 

JJ had no reason to be nice to her 

thinking and thinking, she was contagious 

he hated her laugh and even so her smile, no matter what happened the night before she still seemed to plaster a smile right back on her face and get to work. 

That night created memories she didn't want to go back to, a traditional party, booze, lights flashing, and loud upbeat obnoxious music. She hated these scenes

While enjoying herself a little too much she had too many drinks, just too much, and so she got drugged. Jj saw her sad and felt guilt cloud all around him. Now all he wishes is just to see her happy

her once smile turned into a small guarded one, the memories kept going back to her. On breaks he would see her tear stained face from all the girls shaming her for something she didn't even do and saw how bloodshot red they were. 

He frowned at the thought of how much she was going through 

But he was unfortunately too late, she was already hurt and no one could change her mind on the way things seem to project a different visual of living. Not only that but the hatred jj would give her over the years was also adding up to the fact she was hurting, she liked him while he looked at her with disgust on his face. 

But now what?

Now?

Now he knows what he must do. 

Part 2?