Jj Imagines

his breakdown

I lay there breathing in and out last night was when the jj Maybank took my virginity I could say I was rusty but he went slow and told me I did good
It turn over hopefully to see jj's floppy blond locks in his face and his mouth parted but I frown not seeing him there
I try to stand up but stumble over to the nightstand I walk along side the wall and see him fixing a car
"Hey you"
I wrap my arms from behind him
"I was hoping to see you in bed next to me"
I softly say
He turns around and I see a cut on his lip that was not there I back up
"Don't tell me you didn't"
I croak
He puts his head down
I put my hand on his cheek
A tear escapes his blue crystal clear eyes
I sigh
"W-why"
I ask hopefully he will give me a good answer
"I-i needed to fix this car and i-i"
He groans and throws the wrench on the floor angrily
I bite my lip hoping to stay strong for him so that I could comfort him
"He ruined me y/n I can't I"
"Shh"
I wrap my arms around him and he sobs Into my chest more warm tears pooling out of his eyes
"I JUST CANT TAKE HIM ANYMORE Y/N"
he sobs moving his hands in the air before grabbing me again
I lead him to the room
"You need to rest jj"
I whisper softly
He says he loves when I do that because it calms down
I put a blanket over him
I wipe his tears
He calm down and sniffles laying on my chest
"You need to rest"
I whisper out on the air
Rubbing his back he grabs me tighter and drifts off to sleep
"We will figure it out i promise"
He nods and mumbles something I can't hear
"What have you done to me Maybank"
I softly chuckle