Is this love?

Drunk

"Anyway, I don't have to go through that again so that's a good thing, although now he has my number, and I have his, and he is my friend's cousin who will probably be a part of  my life now whether I want it or not, and Rose is back, and Tzuyu is out of town." He said looking like he was ready to burst from frustration.

"Dude. You really need a drink."

The bartender looked at us hopefully. He had grown tired of serving Tae lemonade for 5 years even though he could legally drink only when he is 21 which was an year ago.

"Absolutely not. I'll never drink. It won't solve my problems. I will blabber all my intrusive thoughts out for a while at the cost of my health and next morning will be awful not that it's not awful usually but it will be worse and why do people drink any way? I have no reason to celebrate even though removing the filter between your thoughts and words is no way to celebrate neither will I give in to the temptation of being distracted from my problems by something that will damage my health and you should know that

The bartender looked shocked and a bit impressed for a second before losing hope and going to serve other people.

"It may not solve your problems but it will make you forget them for a while. Besides one time won't do anything to your health. Come on it'll be fun. You need to loosen up and forget your problems. You're therapist is out of town and i can't think of a better option. Sue me. We are in a bar you know."

"We are not drinking today."

5 minutes later

"See I told you it would be fun."

"Shaddup. I drunk only because I wanted to. I wanted to know how it tastes." He insisted. The bartender looked happy.

"Yeah but you have had more than 2 drinks now."

"Shaddup I am still tasting."

10 minutes later

"That damn bastard Jungkook. He thinks he can do whatever the fuck he wants. Walking back into my life and apologizing like as if it makes a difference. I waited 7 years for him and now he comes back and acts like he did nothing more than steal candy from me. He is really hot thought hehe. NO NO. I NEED TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND LET HIM KNOW HOW IT FEELS. 'aNd HoW doEs THaT mAKe yOU fEeL?' I'LL SHOW YOU HOW." Tae said his whole face red.

"Okay V I think thats enough. If we drink more we won't be in our senses."

"Shaddup Im not even drunk yet. Yo Mr.bartender give me a whole fucking bottle dude."

The bartender looked hesitant at first but he obviously couldn't refuse a customer.

Tae grabbed the bottle quickly paying and leaving the bar. By this time I was rather tipsy myself. I ran after him.

"V where the fuck are you going?"

"To his house. I gotta teach him a lesson. He just fucking left me so many years back. He just kissed and left me like sasuke. I SHIP NARUSASU. I SHIP US. I WANTED US TO BE CANON UNLIKE NARUSASU!"

"Woah woah V calm down. You are really drunk and so am I. We can't drive and what do you mean teach him a lesson? You agreed to 'keep it professional' remember?" I said. "Whatever the fuck that means." I mumbled under my breath.

"No Chim. I'mma go give him a taste of his own medicine. Screw all this shit. I am going. I'mma do what I want. I don't care what happens. Nothing that happened to me was fair."

Before I could say anything more Tae opened the bottle and took a swig. He gave it to me and almost fell over due it's weight. I gave up and took a few sips. Somehow with all that alcohol affecting our brains I still managed to book a cab and I reluctantly let Tae choose the location to Jungkooks house.

The cab arrived and we got in. The whole time Tae was just talking about how he would get revenge and how Jungkook was awful.

I couldn't listen I eventually just fell asleep. He woke me up a little while later. We were at my house?

" I thought we were going to his house?" I asked.

"Not we Jimin ah. Only me." He said pulling me out of the cab. I got down totally drunk not comprehending anything. I protested as he picked me up and left me on the couch in my house somehow not dropping me even in his crazy state after which he rushed out and left me.

I fell asleep on the couch thoroughly drunk and totally regretting the idea.

Tae POV

I ran back into the cab and he drove to Jungkook's house. I finished the rest of the bottle easily and ran to his door and banged on it.

"Open the door you bastard! You ruined my life!"I yelled.

He opened the door dazed as if he had been woken up from sleep.

"Taehyung? Oh my god are you drunk??"

"Yes and I came to teach you a lesson. You think you can just break my heart and walk back into my life like that you asshole? I'll teach you how it feels like!" I said and tried to grab him losing my balance and falling down.

"Oh my god!" He said helping me up and taking me into his house.

I swatted his hand away.

"I don't need your help thank you very much. I survived fine without you for 7 years and you didn't care to help me then." I said straight to his face.

I collapsed onto his couch and looked at him.

"I can't let you go back home in this state. You should stay the night." He said although his expression showed that he was visibly hurt.

"Oh don't pretend like you care about me. I am leaving just like you did 7 years ago." I said walking to his door.

"You are in no condition Tae." He said trying to stop me.

"Ill show you." I mumbled and leaned forward and kissed him not caring what he said. For a few seconds I didn't wanna let go but I pulled away and stumbled backwards.

"Take that. Now watch me leave just like you did even though it's not a proper revenge because you don't love me like I did." I said blowing the raspberry.

"You loved me?"

"NO I DIDN'T! I HATE YOU! YOU HURT ME. YOU KISSED ME AND LEFT LIKE SASUKE BUT SASUKE DIDN'T LIE AND HE CAME BACK! I WISH YOU WOULD JUST DISAPPEAR!"

I stopped yelling when I noticed him crying. Suddenly all the memories replayed. Him kissing me and crying and running away.

I turned away feeling confused and broken all over again but everything blacked out as I lost consciousness.

There you go guys. Drunk Tae. Honestly I based him on what I would probably become if I ever got drunk. The real Tae definitely has tolerance.