Sex, Love, Mafia ? (18+)

Chapter 37

What the fuck is wrong with me?!? Why did I do that... I just fucked everything up. I slammed my door and jumped on to my bed and buried my face in the pillow crying. I couldn't stop crying... My heart ached. I broke Jungkook's heart over me asking that fucking retarded question. I kept crying when I heard a knock on my door.

"Who is it" I said crying.

"Jimin..." He said

"Leave me alone" I cried.

"Sis .. open... the" I cut him off

"I said.. leave me alone" I yelled

Jimin left and walked back downstairs.  I didn't want to see anyone. I kept crying and crying. I heard my phone ding... Who the fuck can this be?

I opened the message... It was my cousin Michelle.

Michelle:
Hey girly, what are you doing today?"

Michelle was like my big sister.. we never had problems. We never argued or anything that's how close we were.

Me:
Nothing... Just home.

Michelle:

We listen... I don't go back home until tomorrow let's go out. Get some girl time before I leave.

I didn't want to go out... I just wanted to stay home.

Me:
No thanks michelle. I'm good

Michelle:

Come on Y/N please! Let's hang out.. I won't be back for a while to see you guys.

Ugh.. I really didn't want to hurt her feelings.

Me:
Okay let me get dress.. I'll text you when I'm done.

Michelle:

Okay see you soon :)

Maybe a little girl time will get my mind off things.

I got ready and I texted michelle.

Me:
Okay I'm ready...

Michelle:

Alright I'm pulling in.

I went downstairs and was passing the kitchen until Namjoon saw me.

"Where are you going?" Namjoon asked

I hope he doesn't get mad

"Michelle wants to spend time with me" I said.

"But.. the party?" He said confused.

"I know..I know.. but I need to get out for a bit. I don't want to be home" I said upset.

Namjoon looked at me and smirked.

"Okay sis.. be careful okay?" He said.

"I will" I said and I walked out.

Michelle was in our driveway.. music was blaring out of her car. She smiled when she saw me.

I got in the car