Batfamily one shots

Spanish Sahara (Jason Todd x Reader)

First update in a while and it's angst… what did you expect?

How does one leave his trauma in the Spanish Sahara?

Song: Spanish Sahara – Foals

Warnings: Death, hallucinations, grief, flashbacks, angst.
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So, I walked into the haze
And a million dirty ways

The air smelt of the sea. Which wasn't unusual, they lived in a house on the beach.

Jason and (Y/N) Todd. The owners of an actual beach house.

Jason smiled and turned over to look at (Y/N).

(Y/N), who would usually be wide awake and already smiling at him, was instead sleeping soundly on her back.

Jason flicked her nose and (Y/N) opened her eyes to stare at him with a soft look in her eyes.

"Well good morning, Officer Todd," Jason greeted with his too-gruff voice

(Y/N) smiled as if she hadn't been fast asleep just a few seconds ago, "Morning, Jaybird. Smells like ocean today."

"It smells like ocean everyday, (Y/N)," Jason replied and kissed her cheek which was cold to the touch, "You alright, Doll? You're pretty cold."

(Y/N) smiled at him so sadly and so softly, it almost made Jason cry.

Her eyes were lifeless and her skin was pale.

There was a sudden dribble of blood coming out from the side of her mouth.

"Jason," (Y/N) said hoarsely, as if she had spent the whole day screaming, "I'm dead."

Jason blinked and suddenly (Y/N) wasn't there anymore.

The room was cold and it smelled like ocean.

Jason was clutching at cold sheets, not his wife.

Jason curled in on himself as he remembered that yeah…

(Y/N) was dead.

Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo losing air