13th June 2012
I'm listening to Just a dream. It suits my mood. Well after I was diagnosed with depression, I was recommended therapy. However, I never did it because I wanted to be a rapper. I don't think anything has changed. And it would only have brought stress anyway. It's only just a dream. I sing with my head. Even if the schedule I got in May is tough, I've gotten used to it by now. Since the new schedule, I'm now on the same floor as Hoseok, Seokjin and Yoongi. They tried to start a conversation with me every now and then, but I'm scared of meeting new people. The trauma from my early childhood made me fearful of people. I hope this gets better when I debut.
I mean, I'm not afraid of cameras, but of crowds and generally of being in a room with more than 5 people. Or if any people talk to me. I would panic immediately.
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FanfictionI'm Lee Suri, this is my diary. It's tells you how I became the 8th member of bts.🌻
