✨L I F E G O E S O N✨

💫Contract signed💫

22th September 2012
I didn't sleep well. I cannot believe it. I will work with some guys for who knows how long. Is that going well? I was trained for it for 2.5 years. They are completely strangers. I can not imagine that. I have to be in Pdnim's office in 20 minutes and I'll see the boys. Then I'll tell him I'll refuse. Then when I have to leave BigHit, I'll try at Cube Entertainment.

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I stood in front of his office. I knock. When Pdnim calls me in, I open the door and go inside. When I turn around I see Pdnim and ... Hoseok, Yoongi, Seokjin and another boy.

Hoseok: Suri !?

Pdnim: Do you know each other?

Me: We met a couple of times in the hallway.

Pdnim: I see. Please sit down.

I sat down in the empty space that Pdnim is pointing to.

Pdnim: Suri, that would be your new members. And guys, she would be your new member. What do you say?

Everyone seemed hesitant, including myself.

Yoongi: Well, I wouldn't mind.

The others looked at him in surprise, but then also nodded.

Pdnim: Very good. And you Suri?

Should I? Yoongi is there. So nothing will happen to me.

Me: Okay. But ... I have one more question.

After my 'okay' I felt Pdnim's shoulders drop and he let out a breath of relief.

Pdnim: What is it?

Me: May I have a stage name?

Pdnim: Of course. Do you already have an idea?

Me: Yes. Bellis.

Seokjin: Bellis?

Me: That symbolizes loyalty and trust. This is Latin and also means daisy. These are my mother's favorite flowers.

Pdnim: That is a really nice name. You can take it.

Me: Thank you.

Hoseok: When does she move in with us pdnim?

Pdnim: Today? If you're okay with it, Suri...

I nodded. After further conversations, I learned that the other boy was named Namjoon and will be our leader. I got to know that our groupnname is already choosen. It's called Bangtan Sonyeondan. Then I signed the contract and we all left his office.

Namjoon: Welcome.

He looked a little overwhelmed with the situation or with me. I actually don't know. His look is crazy. Especially his hair. It's special. So how it looks pretty good and somehow really funny.

Me: Thank you.

Hoseok: I'm coming home with you now. You don't know where we live.

Me: Oh okay.

Yoongi, Namjoon and Seokjin went into the studio while Hoseok and I walked towards the bus stop.

When we arrived at the bus stop, we waited for the bus. Neither of us said a word. And I was honestly in my own mind too. What will it be like to live with 4 boys? I hardly knew them. Sure we met a couple of times and said hello but still, I don't know them. I met Yoongi a couple of times in the hallway. We talked about music. We had some things in common when it came to music. To be honest, he was also the reason why I decided to join the group. He makes me feel safe somehow.