✨L I F E G O E S O N✨

💗"I Love You"💗

1st December 2012
It has been a week since Sung Jin left. I hadn't heard from him again. And I'm glad about that. The boys took care of me and always kept asking if I was okay. I was really thankful.

The first snow of this winter fell today. I was so happy. It was weekend. That meant I had no school.

Right now Yoongi, Hoseok, Namjoon and I were doing vocal training. We were almost done. The staff told us that Jin and Namjoon should come to the studio afterwards. They wanted to record the logs. They were the first. Sadly Taehyung and I had to wait till debut. I was wondering if our fans will like us? And me?

When we finished Yoongi and I had 3 hours off. Hoseok and Jimin were dancing and the others were somewhere. Yoongi and I were alone.

Me: Yoongi?

Yoongi: Hmm?

Me: I want to go to the city. Are you coming with me?

Yoongi: What do you want there?

Me: I don't know. I just want to look there. Just go for a walk. Are you coming? Please?

Yoongi: Fine.

We went to the city. We passed some stores. Everything was decorated because of Christmas. You could see people walking around buying presents. Then we passed a park. We went to the park. It looked really nice. The snow on the ground. The sun that made the snow glitter. It was unbelievable beautiful.

Yoongi: Suri ...

I looked at him. He had a camera in both hands and held it in front of his face as if he wanted to take a picture. Did he want to take a picture of me?

Yoongi: 1,2,3 smile!

I smiled into the camera. After taking the picture, he looked at it and smiled.

I ran to him and took the camera out of his hands and pointed it at him.

Me: Now it's your turn.

He hesitated but looked at the camera. Then it was the right moment to take a picture. But instead of saying '1,2,3 smile!', I told him 'I love you' and his smile was prettier compared to his other smiles.

I looked at the picture. I smiled.

Me: Wow. You have a really nice smile.

He blushed and looked away.

Yoongi: Yeah, yeah whatever. Let's go home.

I nodded. When we were walking home it started to snow. I stuck out my tongue and laid my head back.

𝕐𝕆𝕆ℕ𝔾𝕀 ℙ𝕆𝕍:
Suri put her head back and tried to catch the snowflakes. I smiled at her. It was a good idea to go to the city with her. She looked so happy as she knelt in the snow and it made me happy as well. I've known her since May. She had already become like a little sister to me.

The thought of Sung Jin made me all the more angry. To be honest, I didn't know whether Suri was suppressing her feelings about it and didn't want to talk about it or whether she didn't want us to worry or whether she was slowly getting over it.

We arrived at home and changed because our clothes got a little wet in the snow and our shoes were not suitable for the deep snow outside there.

Then we went back to the BigHit building and followed our schedule.
Tomorrow it would be my turn to film the log. I was looking forward to it.