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11th August 2014

I opened the front door. Was I home alone?

I took off my black shoes and slipped out of my jacket. I slid my feet across the hallway floor. I had exactly 2 hours until the next appointment and I was home alone.

Maybe I should cook the boys something to eat and bring it into the studio for them later. We then had an appointment together.

I thought about what I could cook that everyone liked. Tae didn't like anything spicy. I, on the other hand, loved spicy food. Jimin didn't like mangoes.

I looked in the fridge. I had all the ingredients to make japchae. I started.

After some time I was done and filled everything into 7 small cans. I packed everything in my bag. Then I sat down on the couch. I still had 20 minutes left before I had to leave. Yoongi asked me to take the laptop with me because he had forgotten it here in the dorm.

I opened the laptop. Maybe I could work on a song. But when I opened it I saw something unexpected.

It was an open website. This website featured videos that included naked women and men.

I saw such a site for the first time. Was this a typical porn site?

I clicked on a video. But somehow I found the scene depicted there so disgusting that I simply closed the laptop and put it in my backpack. Then I made my way to the company.

Something occurred to me on the way. What if Yoongi opened the laptop and thought it was me who watched it. What should I do?

I arrived and put the bag of food on the table. The guys were already sitting around the big dark-brown table. Some of them were scrolling through their phones. They looked at me.

Me: I made dinner.

I said. They seemed very excited and each of them took a box and started eating while I flopped down in the chair and feverishly thought about how to explain the contents of the laptop to Yoongi.

Tae: Woaaah. That is my favourite food. Thank you Yuyu.

I smiled.

Jungkook: Where's your food?

Me: I'm not hungry.

I said.

Should I just delete everything quickly? But now it was too late. As soon as I would pull out the laptop, Yoongi would ask for it.

Jimin held out his chopsticks with japchae in front of my mouth.

Jimin: Try it at least.

I opened my mouth and he gave me the food. It tasted really good.

Jimin: Want more? I can share with you.

Me: That's nice of you. But you should eat. I can have some, as soon as we get home.

He nodded and continued to eat.

Yoongi: Yuyu? Do you have the laptop with you?

Oh no.

I nodded.

Yoongi: Can you give it to me?

I pulled it out of the backpack and Yoongi reached out to take the laptop from me, but I held onto it. He raised an eyebrow.

Yoongi: What's wrong?

Me: Nothing... Just...

Yoongi: What did you do?

Me: Nothing.

Yoongi: Then give it to me.

I handed him the laptop and he opened it. He stared at the screen for about 30 seconds. Then he looked at me.