Chapter 42

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Brooklynn's POV

"Thank you." I heard billie say. "Baby here." She gave me two pumps and I was still coughing a bit but it helped. "Look at me." She said softly. I looked at her, "breath baby, everything is fine." She said sweetly.

My breathing slowed down as I stared into billie's eyes. Everything and everyone felt like they disappeared. I finally blinked and smiled nervously at her. She gave me a soft smile before letting go of my hands.

"You ok?" She asked me. I nodded and looked down embarrassedly. I can't believe that just fucking happened in front of everybody. What will Maggie and Patrick think of me now, what will Finneas think of me. Tears filled my eyes as I ran upstairs.

"Brooklynn wait!" I heard billie say, but I kept going. I closed my door softly and slid down it.

Billie's POV

"Mom can we please talk about this later." I said as I slid off the counter and on to the floor. "Go ahead." She said. I think she was still shocked at what happened. Brooklynn nor me never told my mom or my dad or finneas that she had anxiety attacks let alone anxiety.

I crawled up the stairs and all the way down the hall to brooke's room. I knocked softly as I heard quiet sobs. I sighed and sat against the door knowing she won't open it.

"I know you think they're going to think of you differently." I said softly through the door. I sighed as I scooted up a bit, "They still love you brooke, I still love you. No one's going to think less of you over something you can't control." I said.

It was quiet for a while. "What if they kick me out." I heard her say. I leaned my head on the door. "Why would you think that baby." I said. It went silent. "Brooke?" I said. "I'm still here." She said weakly.

"I don't think they would kick you out for...uh what's the word....oh oh I don't think they would kick you out for pleasing me." I said. "But what if-." I cut her off. "Yeah what if, baby you don't have to overthink things, I'm sure they won't mind." I said.

"I told my mom." I said. "About?" "Us." I sighed, "Our relationship and shit." I said. "She's not mad?" She asked. "No baby, I'm sure my mom just called us to tell me to be quiet." I mumbled.

Finneas's POV

Me and mom looked at Claudia. "What." She said. "What happened?" I asked. "It's not really my place to tell you guys." She mumbled. "I can say that billie really does care about her." She said. "I mean they're talking through a door so..." She trailed off.

I looked at my mom, "Yea, billie really does like her. She talks about her non stop. You can't punish them for possibly loving each other, sex comes with life you can't expect billie not to have it." I said to my mom.

"I wasn't going to punish them, I was going to tell them to be more quiet because I don't wanna hear my daughter moans." She said and shivered at the thought. We all stop talking when we heard laughing.

Brooklynn's POV

"Even if my mom did kick you out, I'll beat her ass." She said through the door. I laughed and so did billie. "No you won't." I chuckled. "Yeah you're right, my mom is scary in her own way." She said.

We laughed again and I sighed. "I love you billie." It went silent for a while. "I'm so scared to admit it but I love you." I said. "It's ok, we can take things slow if you want, and I uh I love you too." I can practically feel her big smile.

I chuckled at the thought. "Can you open the door now." She said. I wiped my tears and got up and open the door. She fell in my room and I immediately started to laugh uncontrollably. "Are you- are you ok." I said in between laughs.

"A warning would've been nice." She grumbled while rubbing her head as she sat up. I picked her up and sat her on my bed. I closed my door and sat next to her.

She sighed and put her head on my shoulder. "You know you seem so innocent but you are not innocent when it comes to having sex." She mumbled, I chuckled and playfully hit her. "Shut up." I said shyly.

"No but seriously you are not allowed to fuck me until I'm completely not sore." She said. I laughed, "I'll do what I want when I want." I said before pushing her off me. I laid down and sighed.

Billie climbed up next to me and cuddled into me. "I love you." Billie said in a baby voice. I chuckled and wrapped my arms around her. "I...love you too." I smiled.

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I woke up and rubbed my eyes, when did I even fall asleep. I looked down to see billie peacefully sleeping on my chest. I sighed and ran my fingers through her hair. I heard her let out a soft hum. She didn't wake up though.

I stopped so I can get up, "Heyy why did you stop." I heard billie groggily say. "Billie, I smell bacon. And I have to pee." I whined as she held me tighter. She opened her eyes and looked at me.

And for a moment I got lost, "No don't do that." I said as I pulled away from her. She rolled her eyes and I got up and went to the bathroom.

After I was done I went downstairs and saw maggie cooking breakfast. "Good morning maggie." i smiled nervously as I sat down. "Good morning sweetie, how you feeling?" She asked as she flipped a pancake.

"I um I'm good." I cleared my throat and shifted in my seat slightly. My leg started to bounce as I felt my anxiety slowly creep up. "About yesterday..." I trailed off. Maggie took the last pancake off the stove and put it with the others.

She turned her attention towards me. "I um I have anxiety, a-and uh anxiety a-attacks." I said fiddling with billie ring that she gave me yesterday. "Oh sweetie....I'm sorry you have to go through that." She said and hugged me.

I was slightly shocked at first, but soon shyly smiled and hugged her back. She went back to making breakfast and I just sat there scrolling through instagram waiting. Billie walk- more like limped downstairs.

She came behind me and grabbed my boobs and squeezed them. "Billie." I squealed as I smacked her hands away. She laughed loudly and walked to her mom and gave her a kiss on the cheek, "Morning mom." She said as she sat next to me.

"Good morning billie." Maggie smiled as she sat all the food on the table. "Guys breakfast is ready!" Billie yelled. Finneas came downstairs while Patrick came form down the hall. They all sat down and grabbed a plate.

I just got two pieces of bacon and one pancake. I was hungry, but I didn't wanna feel greedy you know? Billie put her hand on my thigh and smiled. "Baby if you're hungry eat, they're not going to think any less of you." She said softly.

I gave her a small smile and nodded.

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A/n- Sorry for mistakes, stay safe love you.!

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